Mystery fiction; Race relations -- Fiction; Southern States -- Fiction
"What is the matter with you to-day, Mr. Morgan?" said Mary. "I don't
think I ever saw you in just such a frame of mind. What has made you
cynical?"
"Am I cynical? I did not know it. Possibly I am undergoing a
metamorphosis. Such things occur about us every day. Have you ever seen
the locust, as he is called, come up out of the earth and attach himself
to a tree and hang there brooding, living an absolutely worthless life?
Some day a rent occurs down his own back and out comes the green cicada,
with iridescent wings; no longer a dull plodder, but now a swift
wanderer, merry and musical. So with the people about you. Useless and
unpicturesque for years, they some day suffer a change; a piece of good
luck, success in business; any of these can furnish sunlight, and the
change is born. Behold your clodhopper is a gay fellow."
"But," said the girl, laughing, "the simile is poor; you do not see the
cicada go back from the happy traveler stage and become a cynic."
"True. What does become of him? Oh, yes; along comes the ichneumon fly
and by a skillful blow on the spine paralyzes him and then thrusts under
his skin an egg to be warmed into life by its departing heat. That is
the conclusion; your gay fellow and careless traveler gets an
overwhelming blow; an idea or a fact, or a bit of information to brood
upon; and some day it kills him."
She was silent, trying to read the meaning in his words. What idea, what
fact, what overwhelming blow were killing him? Something, she was sure,
had disturbed him. She had felt it for weeks.
Mrs. Montjoy expressed a desire to go to her stateroom, and Edward
accompanied her. The girl had ceased reading and sat with her chin in
hand, revolving the matter. After he had resumed his position she turned
to find his gaze upon her. They walked to the deck; the air was cold and
bracing.
"I am sorry you are so opposed to sisters," she said, smiling. "If I
were a sister I would ask you to share your trouble with me."
"What trouble?"
"The trouble that is changing the careless traveler to a cynic--is
killing his better self."
He ceased to speak in metaphor. "There is a trouble," he said, after
reflection; "but one beyond your power to remedy or lighten. Some day I
will tell it to you--but not now."
"You do not trust me."
"I do not trust myself." She was silent, looking away. She said no more.
Pale and trembling with suppressed emotion, he stood up. A look of
determination came into his eyes, and he faced her. At that moment a
faint, far cry was heard and every one in sight looked forward.
"What is it?" asked a passenger, as the captain passed.
"The cliffs of England," he said. Edward turned and walked away, leaving
her leaning upon the rail. He came back smoking. His mood had passed.
The excitement had begun at once. On glided the good ship. Taller grew
the hills, shipping began to appear, and land objects to take shape. And
then the deep heart throbbing ceased and the glad voyagers poured forth
upon the shore.
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