Sons of fire, Vol. I.Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Sons of fire, Vol. I.
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
Allan was dashed by Suzette's refusal to accept him on any other
footing than that of friendship, and he was angry with himself for
having spoken too soon. The only comfort left him was her willingness
to consider him still her friend; but this was cold comfort, and in
some wise more disheartening than if she had been more angry. Yet in
his musings he could but think that she liked him better than a mere
average acquaintance; while now and then there stole across his mind
the flattering hope that she liked him better than she herself knew. He
recalled all those happy hours they had spent together, with only Mrs.
Wornock to make a third, Mrs. Wornock who so often crept away to her
beloved organ and left them free to loiter in the gardens, or to sit
in one of the deeply recessed windows, talking in whispers, while the
music filled the room, or to stray far off in the stately pleasaunce,
where their light laughter could not disturb the player.
They had talked together often enough and long enough to have explored
each other's minds and imaginations, and they had found that about all
great things they thought alike; while their differences of opinion
about the trifles of life gave them subjects for mirthful argument,
occasions for disagreeing only to end in agreement.
Suzette complained that Allan's university training made all argument
unfair. How could she--an illogical, prejudiced woman, maintain her
ground against a master of dialectics?
In all their companionship he could remember no moments of ennui, no
indication upon the young lady's part that she could have been happier
elsewhere than in his company. This was at least encouraging. The dual
solitude seemed to have been as pleasant to her as it was to him. She
had confided in him in the frankest fashion. She had told him story
after story of her convent life; of her friends and chosen companions.
She had talked to him as a girl might talk to a cousin whom she liked
and trusted; and how often does such liking ripen into love; an
attachment truer and more lasting than that hot-headed love at first
sight, born of the pleasure of the eye, and taking shallowest root in
the mind. Allan's musings ended in a determination to cultivate the
friendship which had not been withheld from him, and to trust to time
for the growth of love.
He was anxious to see Suzette as soon as possible after that premature
avowal which had stirred the calm current of their companionship,
lest she should have time to ponder upon his conduct, and to feel
embarrassed at their next meeting. She had told him that she was going
to the golf-links before breakfast on the following morning; so at
eight o'clock Allan made his appearance on the long stretch of rather
rough common-land which bordered the Salisbury road half a mile from
Beechhurst, and which was distinguished from other waste places by the
little red flags of the golf club.
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