Sons of fire, Vol. I.Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Sons of fire, Vol. I.
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
This was by no means the first time the question had been asked.
Again and again had Allan pleaded that his marriage might be soon.
There was no reason why he should wait for his wife. His position
was established, his house was ready; a house as well found as that
flagship had been on whose quarter-deck the Admiral had moved as a
king. Why should he wait? He could never love his future wife more
dearly than he loved her now. All the framework of his life would be
out of gear till he had brought her home to the house which seemed
joyless and empty for want of her.
"When is it to be, Suzette? When am I to be completely happy?"
"What, are you not happy, _par exemple_? You talked about
overwhelming happiness when I said 'Yes.'"
"That was the promise of happiness. It lifted me to the skies; but it
was only the promise. I am pining for the realization. I want you all
to myself--to have and to hold for ever and ever; beside my hearth;
interwoven with my life; mine always and always; no longer a bright,
capricious spirit, glancing about me like a gleam of sunshine, and
vanishing like the sunbeam; but a woman--my very own--of one mind and
of one heart with me. Suzette, if you love me, you will not spin out
the time of dreams; you will give yourself to me really and for ever."
There was an earnestness in his tone that scared her. The blushes faded
from her cheeks, and she looked at him, pale and startled, and sudden
tears rushed to her eyes.
"You said you would give me time," she faltered; "time to know
you better--to be certain." And then recovering her gaiety in an
instant--"Now, Allan, it is too bad of you. Did I not tell you that I
would not be married till my one-and-twentieth birthday? Why do you
tease me to alter the date? Surely you don't want to marry an infant."
"And your birthday will be on the twenty-third of June," said Allan,
rather sullenly. "Nearly a year from now."
"Nearly a year from October to June! What odd ideas you have about
arithmetic! And now I must run and find Lady Emily. We are going to
drive to Morton Towers together."
Allan made way for her to pass, and followed her downstairs, vexed and
disheartened. His mother was to leave him next day; and then there
would be one house the less in which he and Suzette could meet--the
house which was to be their home.
He had not visited Mrs. Wornock since her nocturnal perambulation, and
he had prevented his mother paying her a second visit, albeit the hope
of a white peacock and a certain interest in the widow's personality
had made Lady Emily anxious to call at the Manor. Allan had found
reasons for putting off any such call, without saying one disparaging
word about the lady. He had heard of Mrs. Wornock from Suzette, who
reproached him for going no more to Discombe.
"I did not know you were so fickle," she said. "I really think you have
behaved abominably to poor Mrs. Wornock. She is always asking me why
you don't go to see her; and I am tired of inventing excuses."
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