Sons of fire, Vol. I.Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Sons of fire, Vol. I.
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
"His life has been placid, studious, kindly, and useful. It may be that
he was best fitted for that calm, secluded life--it may be that if you
had taken the more natural and the more selfish course--and in so doing
parted him for ever from his mother, who was a proud woman, capable of
lifelong resentment--it may be that remorse might have blighted his
life, and that even your love would not have consoled him under the
conviction that he had broken his mother's heart. I know that, after
her strong-minded masterful fashion, she adored him. He was all she
had in this world to love or care for; and it is quite possible that
a lasting quarrel with him might have killed her. Dear Mrs. Wornock,
pray do not think that your sacrifice was altogether in vain. No such
self-surrender as that can be without some good fruit. I do not pretend
to be a holy person, but I do believe in the power of goodness. And,
consider, dear friend, your life has not been all unhappy. You had a
kind and good husband."
"Good! He was more than good, and for over a year of our married life
I was a burden to him. He was an exile from the home he loved, for my
sake--for me, who ought to have brightened his home for him."
"But that was only a dark interval," said Allan, remembering what Mrs.
Mornington had told him, of the long residence at Grindelwald, and
the birth of the heir in that remote spot. "There were happier days
afterwards."
"Yes, we had a few peaceful years here, before death took him from me,
and while our boy was growing in strength and beauty."
"And in these long years of widowhood music has been your comforter. In
your devotion to art you have lived the higher life."
"Yes," she answered, with an inspired look, striking a triumphant
chord, "music has been my comforter--music has conjured back my dead
father, my lost lover. Music has been my life and my hope."
CHAPTER XI.
THE MASTER OF DISCOMBE.
Mrs. Wornock's frank revelation of her girlish love and self-sacrifice
lifted a burden from Allan's heart and mind. He had been interested in
her, and attracted towards her from that first summer noontide when
he studied her thoughtful face in the village church, and when he
lingered among the villagers' graves to hear her play. His sympathy had
grown with every hour he spent in her society, and he had been deeply
grateful for the friendship which had so cordially included him and the
girl he loved. It had been very painful to him to believe that this
sweet-mannered woman belonged to the fallen ones of the earth, that her
graces were the graces of a Magdalen, most painful to think that she
was no fitting companion for the girl who had so readily responded to
her friendly advances.
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