Sons of fire, Vol. II.Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Sons of fire, Vol. II.
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
"She came quietly into the room, and took my offered hand without
shyness or embarrassment. She was pale still, but the fresh air had
brought a faint tint of rose into the wan cheeks. She looked even
younger and more childlike to-day in her shabby mourning frock and poor
little black straw hat than she had looked the night before last. Her
strong emotion then had given more of womanliness to the small oval
face. To-day there was a simplicity in her aspect, as of a trusting
child who took no thought of the future, secure in the kindness of
those about her.
"I thought of a sentence in the gospel. 'Consider the lilies how they
grow.' This child had grown up like a lily in the mild atmosphere of
domestic love, and had been the easy dupe of a delusion which appealed
to her affection for the dead.
"'I called to see if you were quite comfortable and at home with Mrs.
Blake,' I said, far more embarrassed by the situation than Esperanza
was.
"'Yes, indeed I am,' she answered in her sad sweet voice. 'It is so
nice to be with some one so kind and clean and comfortable. The Frau
was not _very_ unkind; but she was so dirty. She gave us such horrid
things to eat--the smell of them made me ill--and then she said I was
affected and silly, and the Herr used to say I might starve if I could
not eat their food. It made me think of my happy home with father,
and our cosy little tea-table beside the fire. We did not always have
dinner,' she added naively; 'neither of us cared much for that.'
"She hung over old Martha's shoulder with affectionate familiarity, and
the horny old hand which had led my infant steps was held up to clasp
hers, and the withered old face smiled.
"'See how she gets round us,' said Martha, nodding at me. 'Benjamin is
just as bad. And you should hear her play the 'armonian of an evening,
and sing 'Abide with me.' You'd hardly hear her without shedding tears.'
"'Do you think you can be happy here for a few weeks?' I asked.
"'Yes, as happy as I can be anywhere without father. I dreamt of him
last night--such a vivid dream. I know he was near me. It was something
more than a dream. I heard his voice close beside my pillow calling
my name. I know his spirit was in the room. It isn't because the Herr
and his wife were cheats that there is _no_ link between the living
and the dead. I know there is a link,' she insisted passionately, her
eyes brimming with sudden tears. 'They are not dead--those we dearly
love--only removed from us. The clay is gone; the soul is hovering
near, blessing, comforting us.'
"She sobbed out her grief, hiding her face upon Martha's substantial
shoulder. I could speak no word of consolation; nor would I for worlds
have argued against this fond hallucination, the dream of sorrowing
love.
"'I shall not see thee. Dare I say
No spirit ever brake the band
That stays him from the native land,
Where first he walk'd when clasp't in clay?
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