Sons of fire, Vol. II.Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Sons of fire, Vol. II.
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
It was about a week after that wearying day in Salisbury when Suzette
seated herself by the player in this silent way, and sat listening to
a funeral march by Beethoven, with her head leaning on her hand, and
not so much as a murmur of praise for music or performer stirring the
thoughtful quiet of her lips. When the last pianissimo notes, dropping
to deepest bass, had melted into silence, Mrs. Wornock looked up and
saw Suzette's face bathed in tears--tears that streamed over the pallid
cheeks unchecked.
Geoffrey's mother started up from the organ, and clasped the weeping
girl to her breast.
"Poor child! poor child! He was right, then? You are not happy."
"Happy! I am miserable! I don't know what to do. I don't know what
would be worst or wickedest. To disappoint him, or to marry him, not
loving him!"
"No, no, no! you must not marry, not if you cannot love him. But you
are sure of that, Susie? Are you sure you don't love him? He is so
good, so worthy to be loved, as his father was--years ago. Why should
you not love him?"
"Ah, who can tell?" sighed Suzette. "Who knows why love begins, or
how love gets the mastery? I let myself be talked into thinking I
loved him. I always liked him--liked his company--was grateful for
his attentions, respected him for his fine nature, and then I let him
persuade me that this was love; but it wasn't--it never was love.
Friendship and liking are not love; and now that the fatal day draws
near I know how wide a difference there is between love and liking."
"You must not marry him, Suzette. You know I would not willingly
say one word that would tell against Allan Carew's happiness. I
love him almost as dearly as I love my own son; but when I see you
miserable--when I see Geoffrey utterly wretched, I can no longer keep
silence. This marriage must be broken off."
"Allan will hate me; he will despise me. What can he think me?--false,
fickle, unworthy of a good man's love."
"You must tell him the truth. It will be cruel, but not so cruel as to
let him go on believing in you, thinking himself happy, living in a
fool's paradise. Will you let me speak for you, Suzette?--let me do
what your mother might have done had she been here to help you in your
need?"
Suzette was speechless with tears, her face hidden on Mrs. Wornock's
shoulder. The door was opened at this moment, and the butler announced
Mr. Carew.
Allan had approached the group by the organ before either Mrs. Wornock
or Suzette could hide her agitation. Their tears, the way in which they
clung to each other, told of some over-mastering grief.
"Good God! what is the matter? What has happened?" he exclaimed.
"Nothing has happened, Allan; yet there is sorrow for all of us--sorrow
that has been coming upon us, though some of us did not know it.
Suzette, may I tell him--now, this moment?"
"May you tell me? Tell me what?" questioned Allan. "Suzette, speak to
me--you--you--no one else!"
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