Sons of fire, Vol. III.Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Sons of fire, Vol. III.
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
"Pity me, Suzette, pity me! I am the most miserable wretch in the
world. I have been wandering about England like a criminal; a hateful
country, no solitude, people staring and prying everywhere; a miserable
over-crowded place where a man cannot be alone with his troubles, where
there is no space for thought or memory. But I did not forget you. Your
image was always there," touching his forehead; "_that_ never faded.
Only I forgot other things, or hardly knew which were dreams, or which
were real. That grey afternoon in the wood, and the words that were
said, and his face when I struck him! A dream? Yes, a dream! And then
only yesterday the date upon a newspaper seen by accident--I have read
no newspapers since I left Discombe--reminded me of to-day. I was at
Padstow yesterday afternoon, an out-of-the-way village on the Cornish
coast; and it has taken me all my time to get here to Discombe to-day
in time to dress for my wedding. You should have seen my servant's
face when I rang for him. I went into the house by the old door in the
lobby, and walked up to my dressing-room without meeting a mortal. One
never does meet any one at Discombe. The house is like the tomb of the
Pharaohs--long passages, emptiness, silence."
He had risen from his knees at Suzette's entreaty, and was walking
by her side, walking fast, speaking with breathless rapidity, eager,
self-absorbed, holding her, lightly now, by the arm, as they paced the
gravel walk.
"Higson was always a fool. I could see what he was thinking when I made
him put out my frock-coat. The fellow thought I was mad. He wanted me
to take a warm bath, and lie down for a bit before I saw my mother. He
talked in the smooth wheedling way common people use with lunatics, as
if they were children; and then he ran off to fetch my mother; and she
came, poor soul, and kissed and cried over me, and thanked God with
one breath for my return, and with the next wailed about Allan. Allan
was there, close by, in my room. I was not to speak above my breath,
lest I should disturb him. I went to another room to dress, but I
had ever so much trouble with Higson before I could get the things
I wanted--London things he called them--and wouldn't I have this, or
that, anything except what I asked for? So you see I had a lot of
trouble, and then I walked to the church, and found it was two o'clock,
and not a soul there."
"Geoffrey, what could you expect?"
"I expected you to keep your word. This is our wedding-day. I expected
to find my bride."
"We must wait, Geoffrey. There is plenty of time."
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