"There is something grand in this old animistic conception," Eames had
said. "Later on, under the Romans, the place seems to have been
dedicated to Priapic rites. That is rather a depreciation, isn't it? It
brings us down from fruitfulness to mere lasciviousness. But where are
you going to draw the line? Everything tends to lose its hallowed
meaning; it becomes degraded, bestialized. Still, the roots of the idea
are sound. In giving sensual attributes to a garden god the ancients
had in mind the recklessness, the spendthrift abundance, of all
nature--not excluding our own. They tried to explain how it came about
that the sanest man is liable, under the stress of desire, to acts of
which he vainly repents at leisure. I don't suppose they meant to
justify those acts. If they had, they would have given a less equivocal
position to Priapus in their celestial hierarchy. Priapus, you know,
was not wholly divine. I think they only wanted to make it quite clear
that we cannot drive out nature with a fork. I wish we could," he
added.
And then he sighed. The poor fellow was thinking at that moment, of
balloons.
Denis remembered this conversation. Earth-worship: the cult of those
generative forces which weld together in one mighty instinct the
highest and lowliest of terrestrial creatures.... The unalienable
right of man and beast to enact that which shall confound death, and
replenish the land with youth, and joy, and teeming life. The right
which priestly castes of every age have striven to repress, which
triumphs over every obstacle and sanctifies, by its fruits, the wildest
impulses of man. The right to love!
Musing thus, he began to understand why men of old, who looked things
squarely in the face, should have deified this friendly, all-compelling
passion. He reverenced the fierce necessity which drives the living
world to its fairest and sole enduring effort. Be fruitful and
multiply. He recognized for the firs ttime that he was not a lonely
figure on earth, but absorbed into a solemn and eternal movement; bound
close to the throbbing heart of the Universe. There was grandeur, there
was repose, in being able to regard himself as an integral part of
nature, destined to create and leave his mark. He felt that he was
growing into harmony with permanent things--finding himself. He realized
now what Keith had meant.
It cost him quite an effort to tear himself away from that ledge. He
began to descend once more.
Near the entrance of the Cave he paused abruptly. It seemed as if a
sound had issued from the interior of the rock. He listened. It came
again--a human sound, unquestionably, and within a few yards of his
face. A whisper. There was something going on--Earth-worship....
Suddenly a succession of words broke upon the stillness--breathless
words, spoken in a language which not everybody could have translated.
He recognized the voice. It said:
"EGO TE AMARE TANTUM! NON VOLERE? NON PIACERE? NON CAPIRE? O Lord,
can't you understand?"
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