"Would you not do the same for me? I imagine, between ourselves, that
the judge has been a good deal flustered with this trial and the
intervention of Don Giustino. Perhaps he lost his head. We are all
liable to that, are we not? He is a nervous man; but quite a good
fellow if one keeps on the right side of him. It is so easy to keep on
the right side of people. I often wonder, Madame Steynlin, why men are
so full of bitterness towards each other. It is one of the things I
shall never live to understand. And another is this problem of music!
Will you help me to grasp the pleasure which you seem to derive from
it? Helmholtz does not bring me much further. He explains why certain
sounds are necessarily disagreeable--"
"Oh, Mr. Keith! You would go to a professor. I fear you are not very
musical. Have you never felt inclined to cry?"
"I have. But not in a concert-room."
"Nor yet in a theatre?"
"Never," he replied, "though it saddens me a little to see grown-up men
and women stalking about in funny dressing-gowns and pretending to be
kings and queens. When I watch HAMLET or OTHELLO, I say to myself:
'This stuff is nicely riveted together. But, in the first place, the
story is not true. And secondly, it is no affair of mine. Why cry about
it?'"
"That looks as if you were heartless and unimaginative. And you so
compassionate! I do not understand you. I do not understand myself
either. We are always groping about in the dark, are we not? We are
always puzzling about our own problems instead of helping other people
with theirs. Perhaps one should not think so much of oneself, though it
is an interesting subject. Tell me, if music says nothing to you, why
not leave it alone?"
"Because I want to be able to extract pleasure from it, as you do. That
is what makes me curious. I like to understand things, because then I
can begin to enjoy them. I think knowledge should intensify our
pleasures. That is its aim and object, so far as I am concerned. What
are other joys--those of the illiterate and incurious? A dog scratching
his fleas in the sunshine. They too are not wholly to be despised--"
"What a dreadful simile!"
"A precise one."
"You like to be precise?"
"It is my mother's fault. She brought me up so carefully."
"I think that is a pity, Mr. Keith. If I had children I would let them
run wild. People are too tame nowadays. That is why so few of them have
any charm. These poor Russians--no one tries to understand them. Why is
everybody so much alike? Because we never follow our feelings. And yet,
what is a surer guide than the heart? We seem to live in a world of
echoes."
"A world of masks, Madame Steynlin. It is the only theatre worth
looking at...."
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