Authors, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Southey, Robert, 1774-1843
The alarm of 1809 passed away, and Herbert grew to the age of nine,
active and bright of spirit, yet too pale, and, like his father, hanging
too constantly over his books; a finely organized being, delicate in his
sensibilities, and prematurely accomplished. Before the snow had melted
which shone on Skiddaw that day when the children welcomed home their
parents, Herbert Southey lay in his grave. His disease was an affection
of the heart, and for weeks his father, palsied by apprehension, and
unable to put hand to his regular work, stood by the bedside, with
composed countenance, with words of hope, and agonized heart. Each day
of trial made his boy more dear. With a trembling pride Southey saw the
sufferer’s behaviour, beautiful in this illness as in all his life;
nothing could be more calm, more patient, more collected, more dutiful,
more admirable. At last, worn with watching, Southey and his wife were
prevailed upon to lie down. The good Mary Barker watched, and it is she
who writes the following lines:—“Herbert!—that sweetest and most perfect
of all children on this earth, who died in my arms at nine years of age,
whose death I announced to his father and mother in their bed, where I
had prayed and persuaded them to go. When Southey could speak, his first
words were, ‘_The Lord hath given, and the Lord hath taken away. Blessed
be the name of the Lord!_’ Never can I forget that moment” (1816).
“I am perfectly resigned,” Southey wrote to Bedford on the most mournful
of all days, “and do not give way to grief. Thank God I can control
myself for the sake of others.” But next morning found him weak as a
child, even weaker in body than in mind, for long anxiety had worn him
to the bone, and while he tried to calm and console the rest, his limbs
trembled under him. His first wild wish to fly from Keswick passed away;
it was good to be there near the boy’s grave. Weak as he was, he flung
himself upon his work. “I employ myself incessantly, taking, however,
every day as much exercise as I can bear without injurious fatigue, which
is not much.” “It would surprise you were you to see what I get through
in a day.” “For the first week I did as much every day as would at other
times have seemed the full and overflowing produce of three.” From his
early discipline in the stoical philosophy some help now was gained;
from his active and elastic mind the gain was more; but these would have
been insufficient to support him without a heart-felt and ever-present
faith that what he had lost was not lost for ever. A great change had
indeed come upon him. He set his house in order, and made arrangements
as if his own death were at hand. He resolved not to be unhappy, but the
joyousness of his disposition had received its death-wound; he felt as
if he had passed at once from boyhood to the decline of life. He tried
dutifully to make head against his depression, but at times with poor
success. “I employ myself, and have recovered strength, but in point
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