Authors, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Southey, Robert, 1774-1843
“Methinks thy scornful mood,
And bearing high of stately womanhood—
Thy brow where Beauty sits to tyrannize
O’er humble love, had made me sadly fear thee:
For never sure was seen a royal bride,
Whose gentleness gave grace to so much pride—
My very thoughts would tremble to be near thee,
But when I see thee by thy father’s side
Old times unqueen thee, and old loves endear thee.”
But it is best of all to remember Southey’s daughter in connexion with
one letter of her father’s. In 1805 he visited Scotland alone; he had
looked forward to carrying on the most cherished purpose of his life—the
_History of Portugal_—among the libraries of Lisbon. But it would be
difficult to induce Mrs. Southey to travel with the Edithling. Could he
go alone? The short absence in Scotland served to test his heart, and so
to make his future clear:—
“I need not tell you, my own dear Edith, not to read my letters
aloud till you have first of all seen what is written only
for yourself. What I have now to say to you is, that having
been eight days from home, with as little discomfort, and as
little reason for discomfort, as a man can reasonably expect,
I have yet felt so little comfortable, so great sense of
solitariness, and so many homeward yearnings, that certainly I
will not go to Lisbon without you; a resolution which, if your
feelings be at all like mine, will not displease you. If, on
mature consideration, you think the inconvenience of a voyage
more than you ought to submit to, I must be content to stay
in England, as on my part it certainly is not worth while to
sacrifice a year’s happiness; for though not unhappy (my mind
is too active and too well disciplined to yield to any such
criminal weakness), still, without you I am not happy. But
for your sake as well as my own, and for little Edith’s sake,
I will not consent to any separation; the growth of a year’s
love between her and me, if it please God that she should live,
is a thing too delightful in itself, and too valuable in its
consequences, both to her and me, to be given up for any light
inconvenience either on your part or mine. An absence of a year
would make her effectually forget me.... But of these things we
will talk at leisure; only, dear, dear Edith, we must not part.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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