Sparrows: The Story of an Unprotected GirlNewte, Horace W. C. (Horace Wykeham Can)
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Sparrows: The Story of an Unprotected Girl
Newte, Horace W. C. (Horace Wykeham Can)
London (England) -- Fiction
"If I were to give you a list of even the few things I've read about,
the awful, cruel, blood-thirsty, wicked doings, it would make your
blood boil at the injustice, the wantonness of it all. Read how the
Spaniards treated the Netherlanders once upon a time, the internal
history of Russia, the story of Red Rubber, loads of things, and over
and over again you'd ask, 'What was God doing to allow such unnecessary
torture?'"
Miss Toombs paused for breath. Seeing Mavis looking at her with
open-mouthed astonishment, she said:
"Have I astonished you?"
"You have."
"Haven't you heard anyone else talk like that?"
"What I was thinking of was, that you, of all people, should preach
revolt against accepted ideas. I always thought you so straitlaced."
"Never mind about me."
"But I do. If you believe all you say, why do you go to church and all
that?"
"What does it matter to anyone what an ugly person like me thinks or
does?"
"Anyway, you're quite interesting to me."
"Really: really interesting?" asked Miss Toombs, with an inflection of
genuine surprise in her voice.
"Why should I say so if I didn't think so?"
A flush of pleasure overspread the plain woman's face as she said:
"I believe you're speaking the truth. If ever I play the hypocrite,
it's because I'm a hopeless coward."
"Really!" laughed Mavis, who was beginning to recover her spirits.
"Although I believe my cowardice is justified," declared Miss Toombs.
"I haven't a friend or relation in the world. If I were to get ill, or
lose my job to-morrow, I've no one to turn to. I've a bad circulation
and get indigestion whenever I eat meat. I've only one pleasure in
life, and I do all I know to keep my job so that I can indulge in it."
"What's that?"
"You'll laugh when I tell you."
"Nothing that gives a human being innocent pleasure can be ridiculous,"
remarked Mavis.
"My happiness comes in winter," declared Miss Toombs. "I love nothing
better than to go home and have tea and hot buttered toast before the
blazing fire in my bed-sitting room. Then, about seven, I make up the
fire and go to bed with my book and hot-water bottles. It's stuffy, but
it's my idea of heaven."
Mavis did not offer any comment.
"Now laugh at me," said Miss Toombs.
Instead of doing any such thing, Mavis bent over to kiss Miss Toombs's
cheek.
"No one's ever wanted to kiss me before," complained Miss Toombs.
"Because you've never let anyone know you as you really are," rejoined
Mavis.
"Now we've talked quite enough about me. Let's hear a little more about
yourself."
"My history is written in this room."
"Don't talk rot. I suppose it all happened when you went away for your
holidays last year?"
"You didn't think--"
"No. I didn't think you had the pluck."
"It doesn't require much of that."
"Doesn't it? There are loads of girls, nice girls too, who'd do as
you've done to-morrow if they only dared," declared Miss Toombs. "And
why not?" she added defiantly.
"You take my breath away," laughed Mavis.
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