Spirit of Chambers's Journal : $b Original tales, essays, and sketches, selected from that workChambers, Robert
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Spirit of Chambers's Journal : $b Original tales, essays, and sketches, selected from that work
Chambers, Robert
English literature -- Scottish authors
consciousness might be lost, except that of mutual love. Over and over
again he deplored the artificial bonds imposed by human laws, and
protected by the virtuous part of the human race, by which hearts the
most devoted to each other were often condemned to eternal separation.
His heart, he found, was possessed by sensations such as had never
before moved it. It worshipped its object as a kind of idol, instead
of, as formerly, regarding it as a toy. He flung himself in idea before
the shrine of her splendour, in breathless, boundless, despairing
passion.
It is probable that if Cayley had been fortunate enough to meet Mrs
Macfarlane before she was married, he might have been inspired with an
attachment equally devoted, and which, being indulged innocently, might
have had the effect of purifying him from all his degrading vices, and
raising him into a worthy member of society. As it was, the passion
which, in proper circumstances, is apt to refine and humanise, only
lent a frantic earnestness to his usual folly. He made it his endeavour
to obtain as much of her society as possible—an object in which he was
greatly favoured by his official character, which caused him to be
treated with much less coolness by Mr Macfarlane than was otherwise to
have been expected. That individual had not altogether lost hope of
regaining the property to which his wife was entitled, and he therefore
met Mr Cayley’s advances with more than corresponding warmth, every
other sentiment being for the time subordinate to this important
object. The young Englishman, in order to cultivate this delightful
intimacy with the greater convenience, removed from his former lodgings
to a house directly opposite to Mrs Macfarlane’s, in the High Street,
where, at such times as a visit was out of the question, he would sit
for hours watching patiently for the slightest glimpse of her through
the windows, and judging even a momentary gleam of her figure within
the dim glass as an ample compensation for his pains. He now became
much less lively than before—forsook, in some measure, the company of
his gay contemporaries—and seemed, in short, the complete _beau ideal_
of the melancholy, abstracted lover. It was his custom to spend most of
his evenings in Mrs Macfarlane’s house; and, except during those too
quickly flying hours, time was to him the greatest misery. Existence
was only existence in that loved presence; the rest was a state of
dormancy or watchfulness only to be spent in pain. If he applied at
all to the business for which he was commissioned by the government,
it was only to that part of it which related to the inheritance of
Mrs Macfarlane, in order that he might every night have an excuse for
calling upon that lady, to inform her of the progress he was making in
her cause. His attachment in that quarter was soon whispered abroad in
society; and while it served as a grateful theme for the tongues of Mrs
Macfarlane’s former compeers, the favour with which he seemed to be
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