Murder -- Investigation -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
“One night, as I was sitting on the side of my bed, I could not lie down
and close my eyes, and I saw my wife walk up to me, and by her side came
an elderly lady, and I tried to close my eyes so I could not see them,
but I could see them as plainly with my eyes closed as with them open.
I stood up and begged them to go away and let me rest for the remainder
of the night. Then, for the first time, I heard a voice, and it was the
motherly lady who spoke, and these were her words—oh! I am telling the
terrible story under a dreadful strain; I am living it all over again.
I thought I saw the same lady standing by your side, as I am looking
through these bars.”
“You will have strength, I hope, to tell me all. Please finish the story.”
“I will finish now, if I am—oh, she spoke to me! Was that where I left
off? I believe it was. The elderly lady came closer than my poor wife
did, and as she spoke I can never explain the feelings I had. I called
for help. I prayed and fell down on my knees and asked for mercy and
help. The voice answered:
“‘_So did your wife pray for her life, and it was not spared—by the hands
of a brute, and that was you. Now you suffer as you have caused her to
suffer—I say suffer!_’
“My friend, can you think of a punishment like that? I could bear
punishment from the hands of my fellow-men, but when I know not from
whence it comes or what it is, it is terrible. I am suffering for all the
sins I ever committed.
“My man, I see, I do see, the same lady by your side, and my wife!
“O Father, come to me in this hour of need. I am being punished for
the terrible crime I have committed. May I not be shown mercy? I am
guilty, and have pleaded so, and will plead guilty, even in my prayers
to Thee. Help and forgive me. How I have suffered! Thou knowest, and
Thou alone. From this on I shall live as I should—pray every day for the
forgiveness of my sins. Each day will I pray for guidance and help in all
my undertakings. Help me to live the way I should live. Turn not a deaf
ear to me, O Father. I am in sorrow and need Thy help. I am here that the
one who has received his freedom may go forth with Thy blessing; that the
whole world may look on him as an innocent man, and not as a murderer,
as I swore that he was. I ask also for help for him. May he forgive me.
I may never have the opportunity to meet him on this earth, but I hope
to meet him in Heaven, as innocent of all crime as he was of that of
which I accused him. O blessed Father, I do feel that Thou wilt answer my
prayers. Amen!”
“Well, well, you can pray as well as murder,” said Pearson. “I was
wondering if you ever prayed before.”
“No, my friend, and if you would experience the heavy burden lifted from
your shoulders as I did from that prayer, you would pray, or try to, as I
did.”
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