England -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Sisters -- Fiction
On ordinary days the shop was shut at eight, but when Willy and Frank
dined there it was closed an hour earlier. Frank enjoyed his evenings
there; he enjoyed it all--the homeliness and the quiet. He enjoyed
seeing Willy nurse the missus after dinner, and he found no difficulty
in pretending a certain interest in the book-keeping, and an admiration
for the lines of figures all carefully formed, and the beautifully ruled
lines. Cissy adored him. He took her on his knee, and she leaned her
hollow cheek against his handsome face. She would have probably rushed
to death to serve him. His height, his brightness, his rings, his
spotted neckties--all seemed so perfect, so beautiful, to her; and when
he brought his fiddle she would sit and look at him, her little hands
clasped with an intensity of love that was strange and pitiful. Swaying
from side to side, he ran on from tune to tune--waltzes, reminiscences
from operas, fragments of overtures, delightful snatches from Schubert;
and when he introduced Willy to one tune--a tune in which all his
_might-have-been_ was bound--the dry man seemed to grow drier: perhaps
it brought a glow of pleasure to his heart: but be this as it may, he
only sat and puffed more emphatically at his pipe.
XI
For Frank this pleasant English village was now a happy _fete_ of summer
joys and occupations. Oh! the hill prospects and the shady gardens
around the coasts. And when he went inland he would return by choice
across the Downs, and in the patriarchal valleys where nothing is heard
but the bell-wether he would stand in the great, lonely darkness,
and see the lights of Brighton brighten the sky above the ridges, and
climbing up the ridges, he gazed on the vague sea, and the long string
of coast towns were like a golden necklace.
His days went like dreams. The morning hours--bachelor hours--were full
of intimacy and joy. The joy of waking alone with a strange and secret
self that, like a shy bird, is all the day chased out of sight and
hearing, but is with you when you awake in sweet health in the morning;
that of waking alone with the sunlight in the curtains, that of being
alone with your body as well as your mind, and no presence to jar the
communion. There is a dear privacy in morning hours of single life.
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