England -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Sisters -- Fiction
“Very different from what is was when the smith and his boisterous brood
were here,” and as if he intended an apt illustration of his words, he
stretched his leg out on the white fur rug and surveyed his calf and red
silk stocking. “Just look at that dog, isn't he a beauty? I always think
he looks well in that attitude, leaning his head over the rail. I began
a picture of him the other day in a pose somewhat like that. I'll show
it you.” Frank propped his sketch against the leg of the sofa, and
returned to his place on the sofa. “What do you think of it? Your father
said it was very like.”
“It is like him, but I can see no merit in it. I'm afraid of the brute.
I can't help hating him, for he always looks as if he were going for my
legs. What else have you been painting? Any pretty women about? I should
admire them more.”
“I haven't been painting lately,” he said, sighing a little
melodramatically, as was his wont, “I think I have been playing the
piano more than anything else. I have composed something too, I don't
think it bad, I'll play it to you: a dialogue between a gentleman and a
lady. He speaks first, then she answers, then I blend the two motives,
and that is what they both say.”
Willy sat enwrapped in his own thoughts, not having heard a note. Though
he knew that Willy was incapable of judging of music, it disappointed
him that his dialogue had passed unperceived. Then smiling, he struck
a few notes, and Willy awoke. “You haven't been listening,” he said,
reproachfully. “You don't care for any music, except that little tune.”
“Yes, I do; I heard what you played, and I think it very pretty.”
“Willy, I am the most miserable man in the world. Every hour, every
minute of my life is a pain to me. I never knew before what you must
have suffered, but I know now; it is a sickening feeling, it takes you
by the throat, it rises in the throat, and you are almost suffocated.
Last night I lay awake hour after hour thinking. I could see Maggie
as plainly as I can see you--she looked down upon me out of space with
strange, steadfast eyes, and my whole soul went out to her, and I cried
to her that I loved her beyond all things; and we seemed to be so near
each other; it seemed such an intimate and perfect communion of spirit
and sense that I seemed, as it were, lifted out of actual life; I seemed
to myself holier, purer, better than I had ever been before; I seemed to
loose all that is gross and material in me, and to gain in all that
is best and worthiest in man. Did you feel like that when you were in
love?”
“I don't know that I felt exactly like that. But never mind how I felt;
you are too fond of alluding to that subject, it is a very painful one
to me; you will make me regret that I ever told you anything about it.”
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