England -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Sisters -- Fiction
As he was leaving the studio he received a letter from Maggie, and
when he thought of the circumstances in which it was written, he grew
genuinely alarmed, for there was no forgetting the seriousness of the
letter, and she stated her reasons for the step she was taking without
undue emphasis. In its severity and quiet determination the letter did
not seem like her, and he suspected forgery, sisterly advice, paternal
influence--a family conspiracy. There was but one thing to do. He looked
through the various furniture for his hat; and with his head full of
citations from the lives of artists illustrative of their conduct, he
went to her. But Maggie would not see him.
“Miss Brookes,” the servant said, “is in her room and cannot see you,
sir.”
“She will never be mine, she will never be mine,” he muttered as he
passed into the town. “But why do I think she'll never be mine?” And
looking at the grey sea with only a trace of the sunset left in the grey
sky he asked himself if the thought that had crossed his mind were a
conviction, a fore-telling or merely a passing fancy created by the
difficulty of the moment. He asked himself if he had heard himself
saying, “She'll never be mine” and mistaken his own voice for the voice
of Fate. Over the shingle bank the sea faded, a thin illusion, dim and
promiseful of peace, and as the darkness and the sea filled Frank's soul
he, the lightest and most life-loving of men, was filled for once with
a sense of failure of life, and as his sorrowing thoughts drifted on he
remembered that he had stood with her in hearing of the rising tide, and
all his pleading and passion came back to him.
“What are you doing here?”
It was Willy.
“I don't know. Maggie has broken off her engagement; she will never
speak to me again, she hopes we may never meet.”
“I don't understand. When did she break off her engagement?”
Frank told his story, and they walked across the green towards the
studio.
“Oh, you don't care. I don't believe you are listening to me.”
“I am listening. You never think any one understands what is said to
them if they do not instantly jump and call the stars to witness.”
“I suppose I am like that--excitable--the difference between the Celt
and the Saxon; and yet I don't know, your sisters are quite as excitable
as I am.”
“They take after their mother; I am more like my father.”
“It wouldn't be a bad character for a play--a man who never would
believe what you said, unless you threw up your arms and called on the
stars.”
“He can't be very bad if he can think about plays,” thought Willy.
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