Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Landowners -- Fiction
“Then I will not go,” said Clare. And so it was settled,
notwithstanding all remonstrances. The more she felt that distance creep
between, the more she was determined not to recognise or acknowledge it.
Edgar went back to the library and gave his message, and stayed there,
restraining himself with an effort, while Mr. Fazakerly gave her
ladyship his arm and conducted her to her carriage. Edgar would not even
give himself that last gratification; he would not disturb Gussy again,
or bring another tear to her eyes. It was all over and ended, for ever
and ever. His life was being cut off, thread after thread, that he might
begin anew. Thread after thread--only one trembling half-divided strand
bound him at all to the old house, and name, and associations. Another
clip of the remorseless shears, and he must be cut off for ever. One
scene after another came, moving him to the depths of his being, and
passed, and was over. The worst was over now--until, indeed, his final
parting came, and Clare, in her turn, had been given up. But Clare, like
himself, was penniless, and that last anguish might, perhaps, be
spared.
CHAPTER XXIV.
Clare left Arden that same afternoon. She came downstairs with her veil
over her face, trembling, yet perhaps hoping to be met upon the way.
Even Edgar was not aware of the moment when she took her flight. She had
sent her maid to see that there was no one about, and even to herself
she kept up the delusion that she wished to see no one--that she was
able for no more agitation. So many long hours had passed--a night, a
new morning, another day--yet Arthur Arden had not sought her, had not
repeated those words which she had bidden him, if he would, repeat. She
had made that concession to him in a moment of utter overthrow, when her
heart had been overwhelmed by the sense of her own weakness and
loneliness--by deepest poignant compassion and love for her brother. She
had almost appealed to him to save them all--she had put, as it were,
the welfare of the family into his hands. It had been done by
impulse--almost against her will--for had she not grievances against
him enough to embitter the warmest love? He had deserted her (she
thought) for the merest village girl--a child with a lovely face, and
nothing more. He had slighted her, making vain pretences of devotion,
spending the time with Jeanie which he might have passed at her side.
Yet all this she had forgotten in one moment when her heart was
desperate. She had turned to him as to her last hope. She had as good as
said--“Because I love you, save us.” Not in words--never in words had
she made such a confession. But could he be an Arden and not know that a
woman of the house of Arden never asked help or succour but from a man
she loved? And yet twenty-four hours had passed, and he had made no
sign. She had thought of this all the night. Her heart was sore, and
bleeding with a thousand wounds; there did not seem one corner of it
that some sword had not stabbed.
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