Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Landowners -- Fiction
She was the only human
creature on the scene--the only being capable of this pain and anguish.
She drew her veil close, and went her way, with an indignation, a
resentment, a rush of shame, greater than anything she had felt in all
her life. She had called him, and he had not come. She had stooped her
pride, and humbled herself, and made that effort, and there had been no
response. Now, it was, it must be, over for ever, and life henceforward
contained nothing for her worth the trouble of existing for.
It was thus that Clare left Arden, the old home of her race, her
birthplace, the place which was, she would have said, everything to
her--without even thinking of it or caring for it, or making any more
account of it than had it been the veriest hired house. She was not
aware of her own extraordinary indifference. Had any one met her, had
her feelings been brought under her own notice, she would have said,
beyond any dispute, that her heart was breaking to leave her home. But
nobody met her to thrust any such question upon her, and the stronger
feeling swallowed up the weaker, as it always does. All the way down the
avenue not a creature, not even a servant, or a pensioner from the
village--though on ordinary occasions there was always some one
about--broke the long silent expanse of way. She was suffered to go
without a remonstrance, without a question, from any living creature.
Already it appeared the tie was broken between her and the dwelling so
familiar to her--the place which had known her already began to know her
no more.
Mr. Fielding was in his study when Clare went in upon him veiled and
cloaked--a figure almost funereal. She gave him a great start and shock,
which was scarcely softened when she raised her veil. “Something more
has happened?” he said; “something worse--Edgar has gone away? My poor
child, tell me what it is----”
“It is nothing,” said Clare. “Edgar is quite safe, so far as I know. But
I have left Arden, Mr. Fielding. I have left it for ever. Till my
brother can make some arrangement for me, may I come here?”
“Here!” cried the good Rector, in momentary dismay.
“Yes--you have so often said you felt me like a child of your own; I
will be your child, dear Mr. Fielding. Don’t make me feel I have lost
everything--everything, all in a day.”
“My dear! my dear!” cried Mr. Fielding, taking her into his old arms,
“don’t cry so, Clare; oh, my poor child, don’t cry. Of course, you shall
come here--I shall be too happy, too pleased to have you. Of that you
may be quite sure. Clare, my darling, it is not like you--oh, don’t
cry!”
“It is a relief,” she said. “Think--I have left Arden, where I was born,
and where I have lived all my life; and you are the only creature I can
come to now.”
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