Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Landowners -- Fiction
“No,” cried Clare passionately; “it is not worse for him. Look, he is
able to eat--to take comfort--he does not feel it. Half the goodness of
you good people is because you don’t feel it. But I---- It will kill
me----”
And she thrust back her chair from the table, and burst into passionate
tears, of which she was soon ashamed. “Edgar does not mind,” she cried;
“that is worst of all. He looks at me with his grieved face, and he does
not understand me. He is not an Arden, as I am. It is not death to him,
as it is to me.”
Edgar had risen and was going to her, but he stopped short at the name
of Arden. It felt to him like a stab--the first his sister had given
him. “I hope I shall not learn to hate the name of Arden,” he said
between his closed lips; and then he added gently, “So long as I am not
guilty, nothing can be death to me. One can bear it when one is but
sinned against, not sinning; and you have been an angel to me,
Clare----”
“No,” she cried, “I am no angel; I am an Arden. I know you are good; but
if you had been wicked and concealed it, and stood by your rights, I
should have felt with you more!”
It was in the revulsion of her over-excited feelings that she spoke, but
yet it was true. Perhaps it was more true than when she had stood by
Edgar and called him her dearest brother; but it was the hardest blow he
had yet had to bear. He sat down again, and covered his face with his
hands. Poor fellow! the little comfort he had been so ready to enjoy,
the quietness and friendliness, the food and rest, had lost all savour
for him now. Mr. Fielding took his hand and pressed it, but that was
only a mild consolation. After a moment he rose, rousing himself for the
last step, which up to this moment he had shrunk from. “I have a further
revelation to make to you,” he said in an altered voice; “but I have
not had the courage to do it. I have to tell you who I really belong to.
I think I have the courage now.”
“Edgar!” she cried, in alarm, raising her head, holding out her hand to
him with a little cry of distress, “Will you not always belong to me?”
He shook his head; he was incapable of any further explanation. “I will
go and bring my mother----” he said, with a half sob. The other two sat
amazed, and looked after him as he went away.
“Do you know what he means?” asked Clare, in a voice so low as to be
scarcely audible. Mr. Fielding shook his head.
“I don’t know what he means, or if his mind is giving way, poor
boy--poor boy, that thinks of everybody but himself; and you have been
hard, very hard upon him, Clare.”
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