Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Landowners -- Fiction
Clare stood thunderstruck, and listened to this revelation; then she
sank upon the nearest seat, turning still her pale countenance aghast
upon the old woman, who regarded her with a certain pathetic dignity.
Horror, dismay, shame of herself, sudden lighting up of a hundred
mysterious incidents--light glimmering through the darkness, yet
confounding and confusing everything, overwhelmed her. His mother’s
mother. Good Heavens! is she mine too? Clare asked herself in her
dismay, and then paused and tried to disentangle herself from that maze
of old habit and new bewildering knowledge. She could not speak nor
move, but sat and gazed upon the Scotchwoman who had been somehow
painfully mixed up in all the story of the past two months and all its
difficulties. Was this an explanation of all? or would Arthur Arden come
in next, and present this woman to her with another explanation? Clare’s
heart seemed to stand still--she could not breathe, but kept her eyes
fixed with a painful mechanical stare upon Mrs. Murray’s face.
“Yes, Miss Arden,” said the old woman, “he says true. I was tempted and
I sinned. He was an orphan bairn, and it was said to me that no person
would be wronged by it--though it may be a comfort to you to hear that
your mother opposed it with all her might. She knew better than me. She
was a young thing, no half my age; but she knew better than me. For all
her sweetness and her kindness, she set her face against the wrong. It
was _him_ that sinned, and me----”
And then there was a long pause. Clare seemed paralysed--she neither
moved nor spoke; and Edgar stood apart, struggling with his own heart,
trying not to long for the sympathy of the sister who had been his all
his life--trying to enter into the atmosphere of love towards the other
through whom his very life had come to him. Mr. Fielding, who was not at
the same pitch of excitement, bethought himself of those ordinary
courtesies of life which seem so out of place to the chief actors in
such a scene. He offered Mrs. Murray a chair; he begged her to take some
wine; he was hospitable, and friendly, and courteous--till Clare and
Edgar, equally moved, interposed in the same breath--“Oh, don’t, please,
don’t say anything,” Clare cried, “I cannot bear it.” And Edgar, to whom
she had not spoken a word, whom she had not even looked at, came forward
again and gave the stranger his arm.
“Thanks,” he said, with an attempt at cheerfulness; “but now that all is
said that need be said, I must take my mother away.”
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