Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Landowners -- Fiction
A reward! Edgar smiled mournfully as he went away. The reward he had was
abandonment, banishment, solitude, the love and tears of a few old
people for whom he had done nothing and could do nothing, who loved him
because they had been good to him all his life. As he drove over to the
station in Mr. Fielding’s old gig, with Jack, silent and respectful, by
his side, he passed all the rich woods of Arden, clouds of foliage
almost as rich in colour as were the sunset clouds above them--the woods
which he had once looked at with so much pride and called his own. He
passed the little lodge on the common where he had seen old John lying
dead, and had wondered (he recollected as if it were yesterday) if that
was the end of all life’s struggles and trials? It was not the end; what
a poor joke life would be if it was!--weary days, not few, as the
patriarch complained, but oh, so weary, so endless, so full of pain to
come, as they seemed to the young man--struggles through which the soul
came only half alive. But Edgar felt alive all over as he took farewell
of all the familiar places, and remembered the human creatures, much
more dear, of whom he could not take farewell. Poor, sweet little Gussy,
“ill and nervous”--was it for him? and Clare, who had been silent to him
since her marriage, taking no notice of his existence. He brushed away a
tear from his eyes as he drove on. He was going he knew not where--to
seek his fortune---- But that was no grievance; rather his heart rose to
the necessity with a vigorous impulse, which would have been gay, had it
been less sore. God bless them!--the one who thought of him still, and
the one who had cast him off. They were alike, at least, in this--that
he loved them, and would never see them more.
Jack had been sent away with a good-bye and a sovereign, and a sob in
his throat which almost choked him; and Edgar was alone. The train was a
little late, and he stood on the platform of the small country station
waiting for it, longing to be gone. He saw without noticing a little
brougham drawn up close to the roadside, so as to enable its occupants
to see the train as it passed. While he waited, he was attracted by the
flutter of a white handkerchief from the window. He went as close as he
could reach, and looked over the paling, wondering, yet not thinking
that this signal could be for him. There was no expectation in his
mind, only a certain sad surprise. Then suddenly Lady Augusta’s face
appeared at the window, full of anxiety and distress; and, in the corner
behind her, a little pale face--a worn little figure. “Good-bye,
Edgar!--dear Edgar, good-bye!” cried a faltering voice. “We could not
let you go without one word. God bless you!” said Lady Augusta, pulling
the check in her hand. The coachman turned his horses before Edgar could
approach a step nearer; and at the same moment the train came up like a
roll of thunder behind----
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