Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Landowners -- Fiction
“But did not,” said Edgar. “He did not; that is answer enough. Why,
having taken all this trouble, and burdened his soul with a crime, he
should have left behind the means of destroying his own work, heaven
knows! Probably he thought I would find it, and conceal it for
self-interest; but yet carry the sting of it for ever. I have been
thinking long on the subject: that is what he must have meant.”
“Oh, Edgar!” said Clare.
“That must have been his intention. I can see no other. He must have
thought there was no doubt that I would in my turn carry on the crime.
How strangely one man judges another! It was devilish, though. I don’t
want to hurt your feelings, but it was devilish. After having bound me,
as he thought, by every bond to keep his secret, he would have thrust
upon me the guilt too!”
“Oh, Edgar, Edgar!” Clare said, with a moan of pain. From the sound of
the voices Arthur gathered that Edgar must be seated somewhere near the
table, while Clare walked about the room in her agitation. Her voice
came, now nearer, now farther from the window, and it may be supposed
with what eager interest the eavesdropper listened. He would not have
done it had there been time to think, or at least so he persuaded
himself afterwards. But for anything he knew his dearest interests might
be involved, and every word was important to him. A long silence
followed--so long, that he thought all had come to an end, and with an
intense sense of being mocked and tantalised, was about to get up and
steal away, when he was recalled once more by the voice of Clare.
“It was I who found them,” she said, “where I had no right to look. It
was for you to say whether these papers should have been disturbed or
not. I thrust myself among them, having no right: therefore I ought to
be heard now. Edgar, listen to me! If you make them public, think of the
scandal, the exposure! Think of our name dragged in the dust, and the
house you have been brought up in--the house that is yours---- Listen to
me! Oh, Edgar! are you going to throw away your life? It is not your
fault. You are innocent of everything. You would never have known if my
father had had the justice to destroy these papers--if I had not had the
unpardonable, the horrible levity of finding them out. If you will not
do what I ask you to do, I will never, never forgive myself all my life.
I will feel that I have been the cause. Edgar! you never refused to
listen to me before.”
“No,” he said. The voice was farther off, and Arthur Arden had to bend
forward close to the window to hear at all, but even then could not be
insensible to the thrill of feeling that was in it. “No; but you never
counselled me to do wrong before. Never! You have been like an angel to
me---- Clare.”
There was a pause between the preceding words and the name, as if he had
difficulty in pronouncing it; but this was wholly unintelligible to
Arthur, whose worst suspicions fell so much short of the truth.
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