Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Landowners -- Fiction
“Oh, no, no,” she said: “do not speak to me so, Edgar. This has shown me
what I am. I have been more like a devil. I have nothing but pride, and
ill-temper, and suspicion to look back upon. Nothing, nothing else!
Remember, I might have burned them myself. If I had been worthy to live,
if I had been fit for my place in this house, if I had been such a woman
as some are--my father’s daughter--your sister, Edgar--I should have
burned them myself.”
“My--sister,” he cried, with again a pause, and in a softened tremulous
tone. “That is the worst; that is the worst! What are you doing, Clare?”
“My duty now,” she said wildly, “to him and to you!”
Then there was a pause. Arthur Arden would have given everything he
possessed in the world for the power of looking inside--but he dared
not. He sat on the window-sill with all his faculties concentrated in
his ears. What was she doing? There was some movement in the room, but
sounds of gentle feet upon a Turkey carpet betray little. The first
thing audible was a broken sobbing cry from Clare.
“Let me do it! I will go down on my knees to you. I will bless you for
it, Edgar! Edgar! You will be more my brother than ever you were in my
life!”
Another silence--nothing but the sobbing of intense excitement and a
faint rustle as if the girl worn out had thrown herself into a chair;
and then a sound of the rustling and folding of paper. Oh, if he could
but see! The half-closed shutter jarred a little, moved by the wind; and
Arthur, roused, found a little chink, the slenderest crevice by which he
could see in. All that he saw was Edgar sealing a packet. The wax fell
upon it unsteadily, showing emotion which was not otherwise visible in
his look. Then he wrote some name upon the packet, and put it in the
breast-pocket of his coat.
“There it is,” he said cheerfully; “I have directed it to Mr. Fazakerly,
and that settles the whole business. We must not struggle any more about
it. Do you think I have had no temptation in the matter? Do you think I
have got through without a struggle? The Thornleighs came back
to-day--and to-morrow I was going to Thorne to ask her to be my wife.”
When he said these words, Edgar for the moment overcome with his
conflict, dropped his head upon his hands and covered his face. All the
levity, all the ease and secondary character of his feelings towards
Gussy had disappeared now. He felt the pang of giving up this sweetness
as he had not yet felt anything. All rushed upon him at once--all the
overwhelming revelations he had to make. Edgar was brave, and he had
kept the thought at bay. But now--Gussy, Clare, himself--all must
go--every love he had any right to, or any hope of--every companionship
that had ever been his, or that he had expected to become his--“Oh God!”
he said in the depths of his overthrow. It was the first cry that had
come from his lips.
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