Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Landowners -- Fiction
In the meantime Edgar rode back to Arden, saying these words over to
himself--one life ended and another begun. The one so sweet and warm and
kindly and familiar, the other so cold and so unknown. He did not even
know what his name was--who he was. The letters in the packet were few
in number. They were signed only with initials. The post-marks on one
outside cover which was preserved had been partially obliterated; but
the name, so far as he could make it out, was that of some insignificant
post-town which he had never heard of. At present, however, that
question had not moved him much. He knew himself only as Edgar Arden. He
could not realise himself in any other character, although at this very
moment he had been proclaiming himself to be Edgar Arden no more. How
hard it would be to change; to tear up his roots, as it were, to be no
more Clare’s brother, to enter a world absolutely unknown. Ah, yes! but
that was a distant dread--a thing that looked less by being far. In the
meantime it was not the passive suffering, but the active, that was to
be his. As he rode along, he asked himself anxiously what must be his
next step. The Rector must be told, and Dr. Somers. He thought with a
little gleam of satisfaction of going to the Doctor, and dispersing all
his evil thoughts in the twinkling of an eye. That sweet little gentle
face in the picture, the woman who was Clare’s mother, not his--it was
his part to remove the cloud that had so long been over it. He saw now
that everybody had more or less believed in this cloud--that there had
been a feeling abroad even among those who defended her most warmly that
poor Mrs. Arden required defence. And now it was he, not her son, a
changeling, who was to do her justice. “I can clear my mother,” he said
to himself--and another swift shooting pang went through his heart the
moment he was conscious of the words he had used--but he could not
disentangle this dreary knot. The confusion would clear away with time.
He could not stop using the words he had always used, or turn his
thoughts in a moment from the channel they had flowed in all his life.
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