Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Landowners -- Fiction
“Do you think I am mad?” said Edgar. “Look at me--can you really think
so? I know only too well what I am saying. It is a very strange position
to be placed in, and makes one talk a little wild, perhaps. Of course, I
know nobody wants to take from me my Christian name; that was nonsense.
But when one has just had such a fall as I have had, it confuses one a
little. Will you come with me to the Hall, and see the papers? Clare
should have told you. There is no harm in my calling her Clare, do you
think, just for a time? I never can think of her but as my sister. And
we must try and arrange what she is to do.”
“Edgar, am I to believe you?” cried Mr. Fielding. “Is it madness, or is
it something too dreadful to name? Do not look at me like that, my dear
boy. Don’t smile, for Heaven’s sake! you will break my heart.”
“Why shouldn’t I smile?” said Edgar. “Is all the world to be covered
with gloom because I am not Squire Arden? Nonsense! It is I who must
suffer the most, and therefore I have a right to smile. Clare will get
over it by degrees,” he added. “It has been a great shock to her, but
she will get over it. I don’t know what to say about her future. Of
course I have no right to say anything, but I can’t help it. I suppose
the chances are she will marry Arthur Arden. I hate to think of that. It
is not mere prejudice against him as superseding me; it is because he is
not worthy of her. But it would be the most suitable match. Of course
you know she will lose Old Arden now that I am found out?”
“Edgar, stop! I can’t bear it,” cried the Rector. “For Heaven’s sake
don’t say any more!”
“But why not? It is a relief to me; and you are our oldest friend. Of
course I had no more to do with the entail than you have; all that is
null and void. For Clare’s sake I wonder he did not destroy those
papers, if for nothing else. Mr. Fielding, I have a horrible idea in my
head. I wish I could get rid of it. It is worse than all the rest. He
hated me, because of course I reminded him continually of his guilt. He
wanted me to break my neck that day after Old Arden was settled on
Clare. It would have been the most comfortable way of arranging the
matter for all parties, if I had only known. But I can’t help thinking
he carried his enmity further than that. I think he left those letters
to be a trap to me. He meant me to find them, and hide them or destroy
them, and share his guilt. Of course he believed I would do that; and
oh, God! how strong the temptation was to do it! If I had found them
myself--if they not been given to me by Clare----”
Mr. Fielding pressed the arm he held. He doubted no longer, questioned
no longer. “My poor boy! my poor boy!” he murmured under his breath;
and, kind soul as he was, in his heart, with all the fervour of a
zealot, he cursed the old Squire. He cursed him without condition or
peradventure. God give him his reward! he said; and for the first time
in his life believed in a lake of fire and brimstone, and wished it
might be true.
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