Alabama -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; War stories
"Pardon me! that is indeed a novel accusation! Kind, I never professed
to be. I am simply not quite a brute, nor altogether a devil of the
most malicious and vindictive variety, as you doubtless consider it
your religious duty to believe. However, having hopelessly lost my
character, I shall not trespass on your precious time by wasting words
in pronouncing a eulogy upon it, as Antony did over the stabbed corpse
of Caesar! I stand in much the same relation to society that King John
did to Christendom, when Innocent III. excommunicated him; only I snap
my fingers in the face of my pontiff, the world, and jingle my
Peter-pence in my pocket; whereas poor John's knees quaked until he
found himself at the feet of Innocent, meekly receiving Langton, and
paying tribute! Child, you are in trouble; and your truthful
countenance reveals it as unmistakably as did the Phrygian reeds that
babbled of the personal beauties of Midas. Of course, it does not
concern me--it is not my business--and you certainly have as good a
right as any other child of Adam, to fret and cry and pout over your
girlish griefs, to sit up all night, ruin your eyes, and grow rapidly
and prematurely old and ugly. But whenever I chance to stumble over a
wounded creature trying to drag itself out of sight, I generally either
wring its neck, or set my heel on it, to end its torment; or else, if
there is a fair prospect of the injury healing by 'first intention,' I
take it gently on the tip of my boot, and help it out of my way.
Something has hurt you, and I suspect I can aid you. Your anxiety about
those letters proves that you doubt your idol. You and your lover have
quarreled? Be frank with me; tell me his name, and I swear upon the
honor of a gentleman I will rectify the trouble--will bring him in
contrition to your feet."
Whether he dealt in irony, as was his habit, or really meant what he
said, she was unable to determine; and her quick glance at his
countenance showed her only a dangerous sparkle in his eyes.
"Mr. Murray, you are wrong in your conjecture; I have no lover."
"Oh, call him what you please! I shall not presume to dictate your
terms of endearment. I merely wish to say that if poverty stands
forbiddingly between you and happiness, why, command me to the extent
of half my fortune, I will give you a dowry that shall equal the
expectations of any ambitious suitor in the land. Trust me, child, with
your sorrow and I will prove a faithful friend. Who has your heart?"
The unexpected question alarmed and astonished her, and a shivering
dread took possession of her that he suspected her real feelings, and
was laughing at her folly. Treacherous blood began to paint confusion
in her face, and vehement and rapid were her words.
"God and my conscience own my heart. I know no man to whom I would
willingly give it; and the correspondence to which you allude contains
not a syllable of love. My time is rather too valuable to be frittered
away in such trifling."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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