Alabama -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; War stories
Was the tired midnight worker worthy of her hire? The world would one
day pay her wages in the currency of gibes, and denunciation, and
envious censoriousness; but the praise of men had not tempted her to
the vineyard, and she looked in faith to Him "who seeth in secret," and
whose rewards are at variance with those of the taskmasters of earth.
"Wherefore," O lonely but conscientious student! "be ye steadfast,
unmovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye
know that your labor is not in vain."
Literary women, whose avocation is selected simply because they fancy,
it easier to write than to sew for bread, or because they covet the
applause and adulation heaped upon successful genius, or desire mere
notoriety, generally barter their birthright of quiet, life-long
happiness in the peaceful seclusion of home for a nauseous mess of
poisoned pottage that will not appease their hunger; and they go down
to untimely graves disappointed, embittered, hating the public for
whose praises they toiled, cheated out of the price for which they
bargained away fireside joys and domestic serenity.
The fondest hope of Edna's heart was to be useful in "her day and
generation"--to be an instrument of some good to her race; and while
she hoped for popularity as an avenue to the accomplishment of her
object, the fear of ridicule and censure had no power to deter her from
the line of labor upon which she constantly invoked the guidance and
blessing of God.
The noble words of Kepler rang a ceaseless silvery chime in her soul,
and while they sustained and strengthened her, she sought to mould her
life in harmony with their sublime teachings:
"Lo! I have done the work of my life with that power of intellect which
thou hast given. If I, a worm before Thine eyes, and born in the bonds
of sin, have brought forth anything that is unworthy of Thy counsels,
inspire me with Thy spirit, that I may correct it. If by the wonderful
beauty of Thy works I have been led into boldness--if I have sought my
own honor among men as I advanced in the work which was destined to
Thine honor, pardon me in kindness and charity, and by Thy grace grant
that my teaching may be to Thy glory and the welfare of all men. Praise
ye the Lord, ye heavenly harmonies! and ye that understand the new
harmonies, praise ye the Lord!"
CHAPTER XVIII.
"Mr. Hammond, are you ill? What can be the matter?"
Edna threw down her books and put her hand on the old man's shoulder.
His face was concealed in his arms, and his half-stifled groan told
that some fierce trial had over-taken him.
"Oh, child! I am troubled, perplexed, and my heart is heavy with a
sorrow which I thought I had crushed."
He raised his head for a moment, looked sadly into the girl's face, and
dropped his furrowed cheek on his hand.
"Has anything happened since I saw you yesterday?"
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