Alabama -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; War stories
"My child, your ambition is your besetting sin. It is Satan pointing to
the tree of knowledge, tempting you to eat and become 'as gods.' Search
your heart, and I fear you will find that while you believe you are
dedicating your talent entirely to the service of God, there is a
spring of selfishness underlying all. You are too proud, too ambitious
of distinction, too eager to climb to some lofty niche in the temple of
fame, where your name, now unknown, shall shine in the annals of
literature and serve as a beacon to encourage others equally as anxious
for celebrity. I was not surprised to see you in print; for long, long
ago, before you realized the extent of your mental dowry, I saw the
kindling of that ambitious spark whose flame generally consumes the
women in whose hearts it burns. The history of literary females is not
calculated to allay the apprehension that oppresses me, as I watch you
just setting out on a career so fraught with trials of which you have
never dreamed. As a class they are martyrs, uncrowned and uncanonized;
jeered at by the masses, sincerely pitied by a few earnest souls, and
wept over by the relatives who really love them. Thousands of women
have toiled over books that proved millstones and drowned them in the
sea of letters. How many of the hundreds of female writers scattered
through the world in this century, will be remembered six months after
the coffin closes over their weary, haggard faces? You may answer,
'They made their bread.' Ah, child! it would have been sweeter if
earned at the wash-tub, or in the dairy, or by their needles. It is the
rough handling, the jars, the tension of the heartstrings that sap the
foundations of a woman's life and consign her to an early grave; and a
Cherokee rose-hedge is not more thickly set with thorns than a literary
career with grievous, vexatious, tormenting disappointments. If you
succeed after years of labor and anxiety and harassing fears, you will
become a target for envy and malice, and, possibly, for slander. Your
own sex will be jealous of your eminence, considering your superiority
an insult to their mediocrity; and mine will either ridicule or barely
tolerate you; for men detest female competitors in the Olympian game of
literature. If you fail, you will be sneered down till you become
embittered, soured, misanthropic; a curse to yourself, a burden to the
friends who sympathize with your blasted hopes. Edna, you have talent,
you write well, you are conscientious; but you are not De Stael, or
Hannah More, or Charlotte Bronte, or Elizabeth Browning; and I shudder
when I think of the disappointment that may overtake all your eager
aspirations. If I could be always near you, I should indulge less
apprehension for your future; for I believe that I could help you to
bear patiently whatever is in store for you. But far away among
strangers you must struggle alone."
"Mr. Hammond, I do not rely upon myself; my hope is in God."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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