Alabama -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; War stories
"I fear he cannot live many days. I went to see him yesterday morning,
and would go again with you now, but have promised to baptize two
children this evening."
Edna was opening the gate when Gertrude called to her from a shaded
corner of the yard, and turning, she saw her playing with a fawn, about
whose neck she had twined a long spray of honeysuckle.
"Do come and see the beautiful present Mr. Murray sent me several days
ago. It is as gentle and playful as a kitten, and seems to know me
already."
Gertrude patted the head of her pretty pet and continued:
"I have often read about gazelle's eyes, and I wonder if these are not
quite as lovely? Very often when I look at them they remind me of
yours. There is such a soft, sad, patient expression, as if she knew
perfectly well that some day the hunters would be sure to catch and
kill her, and she was meekly biding her time to be turned into venison
steak. I never will eat another piece! The dear little thing! Edna, do
you know that you have the most beautiful eyes in the world, except Mr.
Murray's? His glitter like great stars under long, long black silk
fringe. By the way, how is he? I have not seen him for some days and
you can have no idea how I do want to look into his face, and hear his
voice, which is so wonderfully sweet and low. I wrote him a note
thanking him for this little spotted darling; but he has not answered
it--has not come near me, and I was afraid he might be sick."
Gertrude stole one arm around her companion's neck and nestled her
golden head against the orphan's shoulder.
"Mr. Murray is very well; at least, appears so. I saw him at breakfast."
"Does he ever talk about me?"
"No; I never heard him mention your name but once, and then it occurred
incidentally."
"Oh, Edna! is it wrong for me to think about him so constantly? Don't
press your lips together in that stern, hard way. Dearie, put your arms
around me, and kiss me. Oh! if you could know how very much I love him!
How happy I am when he is with me. Edna, how can I help it? When he
touches my hand, and smiles down at me, I forget everything else! I
feel as if I would follow him to the end of the earth. He is a great
deal older than I am; but how can I remember that when he is looking at
me with those wonderful eyes? The last time I saw him, he said--well,
something very sweet, and I was sure he loved me, and I leaned my head
against his shoulder; but he would not let me touch him; he pushed me
away with a terrific frown, that wrinkled and blackened his face. Oh!
it seems an age since then."
Edna kissed the lovely coral lips, and smoothed the bright curls that
the wind had blown about the exquisitely moulded cheeks.
"Gertrude, when he asks you to love him, you will have a right to
indulge your affection; but until then you ought not to allow him to
know your feelings, or permit yourself to think so entirely of him."
"But do you believe it is wrong for me to love him so much?"
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