Alabama -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; War stories
"I could not take your place, sir, and your last letter led her to
believe that you would be absent for another year. She thinks that at
this instant you are in the heart of Persia. Last night, when the
servant came from the post-office without the letter which she
confidently expected, her eyes filled with tears, and she said, 'He has
ceased to think of his home, and loves the excitement of travel better
than his mother's peace of mind.' Why did you deceive her? Why did you
rob her of all the joy of anticipating your speedy return?"
As she glanced at him, she saw the old scowl settling heavily between
his eyes, and the harshness had crept back to the voice that answered:
"I did not deceive her. It was a sudden and unexpected circumstance
that determined my return. Moreover, she should long since have
accustomed herself to find happiness from other sources than my
society; for no one knows better my detestation of settling down in any
fixed habitation."
Edna felt all her childish repugnance sweeping over her as she saw the
swift hardening of his features, and she turned toward the door.
"Where are you going?"
"To send a messenger to your mother, acquainting her with your arrival.
She would not forgive me if I failed to give her such good tidings at
the very earliest moment."
"You will do no such thing. I forbid any message. She thinks me in the
midst of Persian ruins, and can afford to wait an hour longer among her
friends. How happened it that you also are not at Mrs. Inge's?"
Either the suddenness of the question, or the intentness of his
scrutiny, or the painful consciousness of the true cause of her failure
to accept the invitation, brought back the blood which surprise had
driven from her cheeks.
"I preferred remaining at home."
"Home! home!" he repeated, and continued vehemently: "Do you really
expect me to believe that a girl of your age, with the choice of a
dinner-party among the elite, with lace, silk, and feathers, champagne,
bon-mot, and scandal, flattering speeches and soft looks from young
gentlemen, biting words and hard looks from old ladies, or the
alternative of a dull, lonely evening in this cold, dreary den of mine,
shut up with mummies, MSS., and musty books, could deliberately decline
the former and voluntarily select the latter? Such an anomaly in
sociology, such a lusus naturae, might occur in Bacon's 'Bensalem,' or
in some undiscovered and unimagined realm, where the men are all brave,
honest, and true, and the women conscientious and constant! But here!
and now? Ah! pardon me! Impossible!"
Edna felt as if Momus' suggestion to Vulcan, of a window in the human
heart, whereby one's thoughts might be rendered visible, had been
adopted; for, under the empaling eye bent upon her, the secret motives
of her conduct seemed spread out as on a scroll, which he read as well.
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