Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume I)Black, William
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Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume I)
Black, William
Families -- Fiction; Grandfathers -- Fiction; Older people -- Fiction; Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"And thus so far we have come through the world together," the old man
continued, in the same meditative mood. "What I have done I have done
for the best. Perhaps I may have erred: what could I tell about the
uprearing of a young girl? And it may be that what she is now she is in
spite of what I have done for her and with her—who knows such mysteries?
As for the future, perhaps it is better not to look to it. She is
alone; she is sensitive; the world is hard."
"I know many who would like to be her friends," the young man said,
breathlessly.
"Sometimes," old George Bethune continued, slowly and thoughtfully, "I
wonder whether I have done my best. I may have built on false hopes—and
taught her to do the same. I see young women better equipped for the
battle of the world, if it is to come to that. Perhaps I have been
selfish too; perhaps I have avoided looking to the time when she and I
must in the natural course of things be separated. We have been always
together; as one, I might say; the same sunlight has shone on us, we
have met the same storms, and not much caring, so long as we were the
one with the other. But then—the years that can be granted me now are
but few; and she has no kinsman to whom she can go, even to glean in the
fields and ask for a pitcher of water. And when I think of
her—alone—among strangers—my Maisrie—"
His voice choked—but only for a moment. He suddenly sprang to his feet,
and flung his arms in the air, as if he would free himself from this
intolerable burden of despondency and doubt.
"Why," said he, in accents of scornful impatience, "have I gone mad, or
what pestilent thing is this! _Sursum corda_! We have faced the world
together, she and I, and no one has ever yet found us downhearted.
’We’ve aye been provided for, and sae will we yet’: I do not mean as
regards the common necessities of life—for these are but of small
account—but the deeper necessities of sympathy and hope and confidence.
Stand fast, Craig-Royston!—’this rock shall fly, from its firm base as
soon as I!’ Well, my young friend," he continued, quite cheerfully and
bravely, "you have seen me in a mood that is not common with me: you
will say nothing about it—to her, especially. She puts her trust in me;
and so far, I think, I have not failed her. I have said to her ’Come
the three corners of the world in arms, and we shall shock them’; ill
fortune buffets uselessly against ’man’s unconquerable mind.’ She knows
the race she comes of, and the motto of that race: Craig-Royston holds
its front! Well, well, now, let me thank you for this beautiful
evening; and on her behalf too; she is at the time when the mind should
be stored with pleasant memories. Perhaps I have been
over-communicative, and made you the victim of idle fears; but there
will be no more of that; to-morrow you shall find me in my right mind."
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