Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume II)Black, William
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Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume II)
Black, William
Families -- Fiction; Grandfathers -- Fiction; Older people -- Fiction; Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
When they reached the end of the pier, which was wholly deserted, he
ensconced her snugly in a corner of one of the protected seats; and he
was not far away from her when he sate down. Her lips had grown pale
with the buffeting of the wind; the outside threads and plaits of her
hair were damp and disordered; and her eyes were grave even to sadness;
and yet never had the strange witchery of her youthful beauty so
entirely entranced him. Perhaps it was the dim fear of losing her, that
dwelt as a sort of shadow in his mind even when he was most buoyed up by
the radiant confidence of four-and-twenty; perhaps it was the knowledge
that, for a time at least, this was to be farewell; at all events he
sate close to her, and held her hand tight, as though to make sure she
should not be stolen away from him.
"Maisrie," said he, "do you know that I spoke to your grandfather
yesterday?"
"Yes," she answered. "He told me."
"And what did he say?"
"At first," she said, with a bit of a sigh, "he talked of Balloray. I
was sorry that came up again; he is happier when he does not think of
it. And, indeed, I have noticed that of late he has almost given up
speaking of the possibility of a great change in our condition. What
chance is there of any such thing? We have no money to go to law, even
if the law had not already decided against us. Then grandfather’s idea
that the estates might come to us through some accident, or series of
accidents—what is that but a dream? I am sure he is far more content
when he forgets what might have been; when he trusts entirely to his own
courage and self-reliance; when he is thinking, not of lost estates, but
of some ballad he means to write about in the _Edinburgh Chronicle_.
Poor grandfather!—and yet, who can help admiring his spirit—the very
gaiety of his nature—in spite of all his misfortunes?"
"Yes, Maisrie—but—but what did he say about you?"
"About me?" the girl repeated. "Well, it was his usual kindness. He
said I was only to think of what would tend to my own happiness.
Happiness?" she went on, rather sadly. "As if this world was made for
happiness!"
It was a strange speech for one so young—one who, so far as he could
make out, had been so gently nurtured and cared for.
"What do you mean, Maisrie?" said he in his astonishment. "Why should
you not have happiness, as well as another? Who can deserve it more
than you—you who are so generous and well-wishing to everyone—"
"I would rather not speak of myself at all, Vincent," she said. "That
is nothing. I want to speak of you. I want you to consider—what is
best for you. And I understand your position—perhaps more clearly than
you imagine. You have made me think, of late, about many things; and
now that you are going away, I must speak frankly. It will be
difficult. Perhaps—perhaps, if you were more considerate, Vincent—?"
"Yes?" said he. That Maisrie should have to beg for consideration!
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