Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume III)Black, William
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Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume III)
Black, William
Families -- Fiction; Grandfathers -- Fiction; Older people -- Fiction; Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Nor did Mrs. Ellison’s plans for throwing those two young people
continuously and obviously together work any better in Brighton; for
Vincent had no sooner got down than he went away by himself, seeking out
the haunts he had known when Maisrie and her grandfather had been there.
Wretchedness, loneliness, was destroying the nerve of this young man. He
had black moods of despair; and not only of despair, but of remorse; he
tortured himself with vain regrets, as one does when thinking of the
dead. If only he could have all those opportunities over again, he would
not misunderstand or mistrust! If only he could have them both here!—the
resolute, brave-hearted old man who disregarded all mean and petty
troubles while he could march along, with head erect, repeating to
himself a verse of the Psalms of David, or perhaps in his careless
gaiety singing a farewell to Bonny Mary and the pier o’ Leith. And
Maisrie?—but Maisrie had gone away, proud, and wounded, and indignant.
She had found him unworthy of the love she had offered him. He had not
risen to her height. She would seek some other, no doubt, better fitted
to win her maiden trust. He thought of ’Urania’—
’Yet show her once, ye heavenly Powers,
One of some worthier race than ours!
One for whose sake she once might prove
How deeply she who scorns can love.’
And that other one, that worthier one, she would welcome—
’And she to him will reach her hand,
And gazing in his eyes will stand,
And know her friend, and weep for glee,
And cry: _Long, long I’ve looked for thee_.’
Then again his mood would change. If Maisrie were only here—if but for
a second or so he could look into her clear, pensive, true eyes, surely
he could convince her of one thing—that even when his father had offered
him chapter and verse to prove that she was nothing but the accomplice
of a common swindler, his faith in her had never wavered, never for an
instant. And would she not forgive his blindness in not understanding
so complex a character as that of her grandfather? He had not told her
of his half-suspicions; nay, he had treated those charges with an open
contempt. And if her quick eyes had perceived that behind those
professions there lingered some unconfessed doubt, would she not be
generous and willing to pardon? It was in her nature to be generous.
And he had borne some things for her sake that he had never revealed to
any mortal.
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