Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume III)Black, William
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Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume III)
Black, William
Families -- Fiction; Grandfathers -- Fiction; Older people -- Fiction; Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"I don’t think Mr. Bethune ever consciously wronged any human being.
But they—were they not aware what they were doing when they played this
underhand trick?—sending that girl out into the world again, through her
devotion to her grandfather? I have told you before: there is no use
crying peace, peace, when there is no peace. Let them undo some of the
mischief they have done, first: then we will see. And look at this
silly affectation of secrecy! They told me too much when they told me
they had paid money to get George Bethune out of the country: then I
understood why Maisrie went: then I knew I must have patience until she
came back—in the same mind as when she left, that I know well. I was
puzzled before, and sometimes anxious; but now I understand; now I am
content to wait. And I have plenty to do in the meantime. I have to
gain a proper foothold—and make some provision for the future as well:
already I am independent of anybody and everybody. And perhaps, in time
to come, when it is all over, when all these things have been set right,
I may be able to forgive; but I shall not be able to forget."
This was all the message that Lord Musselburgh had to take home with
him, to his wife’s profound distress. For she was very fond of her
nephew, and very proud of him, too, and of the position he had already
won for himself; and what she had done she had done with the best
intentions towards him. Once, indeed, she confessed to her husband that
in spite of herself she had a sort of sneaking admiration for Vincent’s
obdurate consistency and faith; insomuch (she said) that—if only the old
man and all his chicaneries were out of the way—she could almost find it
in her heart to try to like the girl, for Vincent’s sake.
"The real question," she continued, "the thing that concerns me most of
all to think of is this: can a girl who has been so dragged through the
mire have retained her purity of mind and her proper self-respect?
Surely she must have known that her grandfather was wheedling people out
of money right and left—and that he took her about with him to enlist
sympathy? Do you suppose she was not perfectly aware that Vincent
invariably paid the bills at those restaurants? When tradespeople were
pressing for money, do you fancy she was in ignorance all the time?
Very well: what a life for any one to lead! How could she hold up her
head amongst ordinarily honest and solvent people? Even supposing that
she herself was all she ought to be, the humiliation must have sunk
deep. And even if one were to try to like her, there would always be
that consciousness between her and you. You might be sorry for her, in a
kind of way; but you would be still sorrier for Vincent; and that would
be dreadful."
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