“And so cause him to fall over the precipice and be dashed to bits. Oh!
you should have let me finish my journey. Then I should have come back
to the bed that I have made to lie on, and waked to find myself alone,
and nobody would have been hurt except myself who caused the evil.”
The Colonel could not continue this branch of the conversation. Even to
him, a hardened vessel, as he had defined himself, it was too painful.
“You said you mean to earn a living in London. How?”
“By my voice and violin, if one can sing and play with a sore heart. I
have an old aunt, a sister of my father’s, who is a music mistress,
with whom I daresay I can arrange to live, and who may be able to get
me some introductions.”
“I hope that I can help you there, and I will to the best of my
ability; indeed, if necessary, I will go to town and see about things.
Allow me to add this, Miss Fregelius, that I think you are doing a very
brave thing, and, what is more, a very wise one; and I believe that
before long we shall hear of you as the great new contralto.”
She shrugged her shoulders. “It may be; I don’t care. Good-bye. By the
way, I wish to see Mr. Monk once more before I go; it would be better
for us all. I suppose that you don’t object to that, do you?”
“Miss Fregelius, my son is a man advancing towards middle age. It is
entirely a point for you and him to decide, and I will only say that I
have every confidence in you.”
“Thank you,” she answered, and turning, walked rapidly down the lonely
beach till her figure melted into the gathering gloom of the winter’s
night. Once, however, when she thought that she was out of eyeshot, he
saw her stop with her face towards the vast and bitter sea, and saw
also that she was wringing her hands in an agony of the uttermost
despair.
“She looks like a ghost,” said the Colonel aloud with a little shiver,
“like a helpless, homeless ghost, with the world behind her and the
infinite in front, and nothing to stand on but a patch of shifting
sand, wet with her own tears.”
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