He took and pressed it; speak he could not. Then, like a man stricken
in years, he passed down the church with bent head and shambling feet.
At the door he turned to look at her. She was standing erect and proud
as a conqueror, her hand resting upon the altar. Even at that distance
their eyes met, and in hers, lit with a wild and sudden ray from the
sinking sun, he could see a strange light shine. Then he went out of
the door and dragged it to behind him, to battle his way homeward
through the roaring gale that stung and buffeted him like all the
gathered spites and hammerings of Destiny.
This, then, was their parting, a parting pure and stern and high,
unsolaced by one soft word, unsweetened by a single kiss. Yet it seems
fitting that those who hope to meet in the light of the spirit should
make their last farewells on earth beneath such solemn shadows.
And Stella? After all she was but a woman, a woman with a very human
heart. She knew the truth indeed, to whom it was given to see before
the due determined time of vision, but still she was troubled with that
human heart, and weighed down by the flesh over which she triumphed.
Now that he was gone, pride and strength seemed both to leave her, and
with a low cry, like the cry of a wounded sea-bird, she cast herself
down there upon the cold stones before the altar, and wept till her
senses left her.
A great gale roared and howled. The waters, driven onwards by its
furious breath, beat upon the eastern cliffs till these melted like
snow beneath them, taking away field and church, town and protecting
wall, and in return casting up the wrecks of ships and the bodies of
dead men.
Morris could not sleep. Who could sleep in such an awful tempest? Who
could sleep that had passed through such a parting? Oh! his heart
ached, and he was as one sick to death, and with him continually was
the thought of Stella, and before him came the vision of her eyes. He
could not sleep, so rising, he dressed himself and went to the window.
High in the heavens swept clean of clouds by the furious blasts floated
a wandering moon, throwing her ghastly light upon the swirling, furious
sea. Shorewards rushed the great rollers in unending lines, there to
break in thunder and seethe across the shingle till the sea-wall
stopped them and sent the spray flying upwards in thin, white clouds.
“God help those in the power of the sea to-night,” thought Morris, “for
many of them will not keep Christmas here.”
Then it seemed to his mind, excited by storm and sorrow, as though some
power were drawing him, as though some voice were telling him that
there was that which he must hear. Aimlessly, half-unconsciously he
wandered to his workshop in the old chapel, turned on one of the lamps,
and stood at the window watching the majestic progress of the storm,
and thinking, thinking, thinking.
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