Like the organ, this monument, which stood in the chancel, was much
admired by everybody, except Mary, who found it rather theatrical; and,
indeed, when nobody was looking, surveyed it with a gloomy and a
doubtful eye.
That Morris had something to do with the thing she was quite certain,
since she knew well that Mr. Fregelius would never have invented any
memorial so beautiful and full of symbolism; also she doubted his
ability to pay for a piece of statuary which must have cost many
hundreds of pounds. A third reason, which seemed to her conclusive, was
that the face on the statue was the very face of Morris’s drawing,
although, of course, it was possible that Mr. Fregelius might have
borrowed the sketch for the use of the sculptor. But of all this,
although it disturbed her, occurring as it did just when she hoped that
Stella was beginning to be forgotten, she spoke not a word to Morris.
“Least said, soonest mended,” is a good if a homely motto, or so
thought Mary.
The monument had been in place a year, but whenever he was at home
Morris’s visits to Mr. Fregelius did not grow fewer. Indeed, his wife
noticed that, if anything, they increased in number, which, as the
organ was now finished down to the last allegorical carvings of its
case, seemed remarkable and unnecessary. Of course, the fact was that
on these occasions the conversation invariably centred on one subject,
and that subject, Stella. Considered in certain aspects, it must have
been a piteous thing to see and hear these two men, each of them
bereaved of one who to them above all others had been the nearest and
dearest, trying to assuage their grief by mutual consolations. Morris
had never told Mr. Fregelius all the depth of his attachment to his
daughter, at least, not in actual, unmistakable words, although, as has
been said, from the first her father took it for granted, and Morris,
tacitly at any rate, had accepted the conclusion. Indeed, very soon he
found that no other subject had such charms for his guest; that of
Stella he might talk for ever without the least fear that Morris would
be weary.
So the poor, childless, unfriended old man put aside the reserve and
timidity which clothed him like a garment, and talked on into those
sympathetic ears, knowing well, however—for the freemasonry of their
common love taught it to him—that in the presence of a third person her
name, no allusion to her, even, must pass his lips. In short, these
conversations grew at length into a kind of seance or solemn rite; a
joint offering to the dead of the best that they had to give, their
tenderest thoughts and memories, made in solemn secrecy and with
uplifted hearts and minds.
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