“It is very odd that I, who had made sure that I was gone, should be
still alive in this pleasant house, and saved from death by this
pleasant companion, to find my father, whom I feared was dead, also
living. And all this after I had sung the ‘Song of the Overlord!’ So
much for its ill-luck. But, all the same, my father was rather upset
when he heard that I had been found singing it. He is very
superstitious, my dear old father; that is one of the few Norse
characteristics which he has left in him. I told him that there was no
use in being disturbed, since, in the end, things must go as they are
fated.
“Mr. Monk is engaged to a Miss Porson. He told me that in the boat. I
asked him what he was thinking of when we nearly over-set against that
dreadful rock. He answered that he could only think of the song he had
heard me singing on the ship, which I considered a great compliment to
my voice, quite the nicest I ever had. But he ought to have been
thinking about the lady to whom he is engaged, and he understood that I
thought so, which I daresay I should not have allowed him to do.
However, when people believe that they are going to be drowned they
grow confidential, and expose their minds freely. He exposed his when
he told me that he thought I was talking egregious nonsense, and I am
afraid that I laughed at him. I don’t think that he really can love
her—that is, as engaged people are supposed to love each other. If he
did he would not have grown so angry—with himself—and then turned upon
me because the recollection of my old death song had interfered with
the reflections which he ought to have offered upon her altar. That is
what struck me as odd; not his neglecting to remember her in a moment
of danger, since then we often forget everything except some triviality
of the hour. But, of course, this is all nonsense, which I oughtn’t to
write here even, as most people have their own ways of being fond of
each other. Also, it is no affair of mine.
“I have seen Miss Porson’s photograph, a large one of her in Court
dress, which stands in Mr. Monk’s laboratory (such a lovely place, it
was an old chapel). She is a beautiful woman; large and soft and
regal-looking, a very woman; it would be difficult to imagine a better
specimen of ‘the eternal feminine.’ Also, they say, that is, the nurse
who is looking after my father says, that she is very rich and devoted
to ‘Mr. Morris.’ So Mr. Morris is a lucky man. I wonder why he didn’t
save her from a shipwreck instead of me. It would have given an
appropriate touch of romance to the affair, which is now entirely
wasted upon a young person, if I may still call myself so, with whom it
has no concern.
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