Of Mary herself, also, it might be narrated how, after first mocking at
the thought and next thrusting it away, by degrees she grew to
appreciate the reality of the mysterious foreign influence which
reigned in her home. It might be told how in that spiritual atmosphere,
shedding its sleepy indolence, her own spirit awoke and grew conscious
and far-seeing, till impressions and hints which in the old days she
would have set aside as idle, became for her pregnant with light and
meaning. Then at last her eyes were opened, and understanding much and
guessing more she began to watch. The attitude of the Colonel also
could be studied, and how he grew first suspicious, then sarcastic, and
at last thoroughly alarmed, even to his ultimate evacuation of the
Abbey House, detailed at length.
But to the chronicler of these doings and of their unusual issues at
any rate, it appears best to resist a natural temptation; to deny the
desire to paint such closing scenes in petto. Much more does this
certainty hold of their explanation. Enough has been said to enable
those in whom the spark of understanding may burn, to discover by its
light how much is left unsaid. Enough has been hinted at to teach how
much there is still to guess. At least few will deny that some things
are best abandoned to the imagination. To attempt to drag the last veil
from the face of Truth in any of her thousand shapes is surely a folly
predoomed to failure. From the beginning she has been a veiled
divinity, and veiled, however thinly, she must and will remain. Also,
even were it possible thus to rob her, would not her bared eyes
frighten us?
It was late, very late, and there, pale and haggard in the low light of
the fire, once again Morris stood pleading with the radiant image which
his heart revealed.
“Oh, speak! speak!” he moaned aloud. “I weary of those pictures. They
are too vast; they crush me. I grow weak. I have no strength left to
fight against the power of this fearful life that is discovered. I
cannot bear this calm everlasting life. It sucks out my mortality as
mists are sucked up by the sun. Become human. Speak. Let me touch your
hand. Or be angry. Only cease smiling that awful smile, and take those
solemn eyes out of my heart. Oh, my darling, my darling! remember that
I am still a man. In pity answer me before I die.”
Then a low and awful cry, and Morris turned to behold Mary his wife. At
last she had seen and heard, and read his naked heart. At last she knew
him—mad, and in his madness, most unfaithful—a man who loved one dead
and dragged her down to earth for company.
Look! there in his charmed and secret sight stood the spirit, and
there, over against her, the mortal woman, and he—wavering—he lost
between the two.
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