“Yes, and he says that if—it suits us both, he is quite willing; that,
in fact, he would be very pleased to see you so well provided for.”
Stella could not say that she did not understand, the falsehood was too
obvious. So she merely went on looking, a circumstance from which Mr.
Layard drew false auguries.
“You know what I mean, don’t you?” he jerked out.
She shook her head.
“I mean—I mean that I love you, that you have given me what this horrid
thing was talking about just now—understanding to the heart; yes,
that’s it, understanding to the heart. Will you marry me, Stella? I
will make you a good husband, and it isn’t a bad place, and all that,
and though your father says he has little to leave you, you will be
treated as liberally as though you were a lady in your own right.”
Stella smiled a little.
“Will you marry me?” he asked again.
“I am afraid that I must answer no, Mr. Layard.”
Then the poor man broke out into a rhapsody of bitter disappointment,
genuine emotion, and passionate entreaty.
“It is no use, Mr. Layard,” said Stella at last. “Indeed, I am much
obliged to you. You have paid me a great compliment, but it is not
possible that I should become your wife, and the sooner that is clear
the better for us both.”
“Are you engaged?” he asked.
“No, Mr. Layard; and probably I never shall be. I have my own ideas
about matrimony, and the conditions under which I would undertake it
are not at all likely ever to be within my reach.”
Again he implored,—for at the time this woman really held his
heart,—wringing his hands, and, indeed, weeping in the agony of a
repulse which was the more dreadful because it was quite unexpected. He
had scarcely imagined that this poor clergyman’s daughter, who had
little but her looks and a sweet voice, would really refuse the best
match for twenty miles round, nor had his conversation with her father
suggested to his mind any such idea.
It was true that Mr. Fregelius had given him no absolute encouragement;
he had said that personally the marriage would be very pleasing to
himself, but that it was a matter of which Stella must judge; and when
asked whether he would speak to his daughter, he had emphatically
declined. Still, Stephen Layard had taken this to be all a part of the
paternal formula, and rejoiced, thinking the matter as good as settled.
Dreadful indeed, then, was it to him when he found that he was called
upon to contemplate the dull obverse of his shield of faith, and not
its bright and shining face, in which he had seen mirrored so clear a
picture of perfect happiness.
So he begged on piteously enough, till at last Stella was forced to
stop him by saying as gently as she could:
“Please spare us both, Mr. Layard; I have given my answer, and I am
sorry to say that it is impossible for me to go back upon my word.”
Then a sudden fury seized him.
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