Stella determined to get the conversation over, so she forced the pace.
She was a person who liked to have disagreeable things behind her.
Drawing herself up, she answered steadily:
“He did call in, and—he said it.”
“What, my dear, what?” asked Mr. Fregelius innocently.
“He asked me to marry him, father; I think he told me with your
consent.”
Mr. Fregelius, auguring the very best from this openness, answered in
tones which he could not prevent from betraying an unseemly joy.
“Quite true, Stella; I told him to go on and prosper; and really I hope
he has prospered.”
“Yes,” said Stella reflectively.
“Then, my dear love, am I to understand that you are engaged to him?”
“Engaged to him! Certainly not,” she answered.
“Then,” snapped out her justly indignant parent, “how in the name of
Heaven has he prospered?”
“By my refusing him, of course. We should never have suited each other
at all; he would have been miserable if I had married him.”
Mr. Fregelius groaned in bitterness of spirit.
“Oh, Stella, Stella,” he cried, “what a disappointment!”
“Why should you be disappointed, father dear?” she asked gently.
“Why? You stand there and ask why, when I hear that my daughter, who
will scarcely have a sixpence—or at least very few of them—has refused
a young man with between seventeen and eighteen thousand pounds a
year—that’s his exact income, for he told me himself, a most estimable
churchman, who would have been a pillar of strength to me, a man whom I
should have chosen out of ten thousand as a son-in-law——” and he
ceased, overwhelmed.
“Father, I am sorry that you are sorry, but it is strange you should
understand me so little after all these years, that you could for one
moment think that I should marry Mr. Layard.”
“And why not, pray? Are you better born——”
“Yes,” interrupted Stella, whose one pride was that of her ancient
lineage.
“I didn’t mean that. I meant better bred and generally superior to him?
You talk as though you were of a different clay.”
“Perhaps the clay is the same,” said Stella, “but the mind is not.”
“Oh, there it is again, spiritual and intellectual pride, which causes
you to set yourself above your fellows, and in the end will be your
ruin. It has made a lonely woman of you for years, and it will do worse
than that. It will turn you into an old maid—if you live,” he added, as
though shaken by some sudden memory.
“Perhaps,” said Stella, “I am not frightened at the prospect. I daresay
that I shall have a little money and at the worst I can always earn a
living; my voice would help me to it, if nothing else does. Father,
dear, you mustn’t be vexed with me; and pray—pray do understand that no
earthly thing would make me marry a man whom I dislike rather than
otherwise; who, at least, is not a mate for me, merely because he could
give me a fine house to live in, and treat me luxuriously. What would
be the good of such things to me if I knew that I had tarnished myself
and violated my instincts?”
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