England -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Not a bit of food has passed my lips since yesterday at twelve o'clock,
Miss, and Gawd strike me dead, Miss, if I ain't telling the blessed
truth.”
“But why have n't you bought food?” asked Stella.
The woman stared at her. How could she understand Stellamaris?
“I have n't a penny in the world, Miss. The day afore yesterday a lady
give me twopence, and I spent it in milk for the child. S'welp me, I
did, Miss.”
“Do you mean to tell me,” said Stella, whose face had grown tense and
white, “that it's impossible for you to get food for yourself and your
baby?”
“Indeed I do, Miss.”
“That the two of you might die of starvation?”
“We 're a-dying of it now, Miss,” said the woman.
God knows that she lied. The tramp's life is not a path of roses, and it
is not one suitable for the rearing of tender babes, and the fact of its
possibility is a blot on our civilization; but the hard-bitten vagabond
of the highroad has his or her well-defined means of livelihood. This
was a mistress of mumpery.
She had passed the night in the comfortable casual ward of a workhouse
five miles away, and had slept the dead sleep of the animal, and she and
her baby had started the day with a coarse, though sustaining, meal. She
was wandering on and on, aimlessly from workhouse to workhouse, as
she had wandered from infancy, begging a sixpence here, and a plate of
victuals there, impeded in her stray-cat freedom only by the brat in
her arms, yet fiercely fond of it and regardful of its needs. She was
a phenomenon that in our civilization ought not to exist. She was
acquainted with hunger and thirst and privation; she was anything of
misery that you like to describe; but she was not dying or likely to die
of starvation.
The sociology of the tramp, however, was leagues outside the knowledge
of Stellamaris. She looked at the woman in awful horror until her
delicate face seemed to fade into a pair of great God-filled eyes.
“And you have no roof to shelter you from the cold and rain?”
After the manner of her kind the woman assured her that such was the
fact. She put her head on one side, wheedling in the time-honoured way.
“If you would help a poor woman with a shilling or two, kind lady--”
“A shilling or two?” Stella's voice broke into a cracked falsetto.
“You shall have pounds and pounds. I 'll see that you don't die of
starvation. I have no money to give you,--I've scarcely ever seen
any,--but I have thousands of pounds in the house, and you shall have
them all. If I could only walk, I would ask some one to fetch them to
you. But I can't walk. I've never been able to walk all my life. You
see, I 'm tied here till my maid comes for me. What can I do?” She wrung
her hands, desperately, stirred to the roots of her being.
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