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“That's as may be,” he said, with a laugh. “Anyhow, something has
frightened you. What is it?”
Stella rose--she had learned to walk; the hours of her exercises had
been the gayest in her day--and touched him lightly with her fingers on
the shoulder, and went and stood by the great window of the drawing-room
and looked out at her sky and sea. The Great High Favourite, with his
uncanny insight, had read her truly. Womanlike, she did not know whether
to resent his surprising of her innermost secret or to love him for it.
She was understood; that was balm. Yet what right had he to understand?
The question was a drop of gall. The pure spirit of her flew to the
chosen companion of her dreams; something--the nature of which she was
unaware--sex-instinct--forbade too close an intimacy in things real and
tangible. And there was a touch of resentment, too, in an outer circle
of her mind. Why had he given her no warning of the Threatening Land? He
had allowed her to step ignorantly upon its thorns, and her feet still
bled.
Herold turned in his chair and glanced at her slim figure framed by the
window. Then he went softly to her side.
“Stellamaris, you are dearer to me than anything on God's earth. Tell me
what frightens you. Maybe I can help you.”
But Stella shook her head. She had been accustomed from childhood to
lavish terms of endearment from her little band of intimates, and her
woman's nature was as yet not enough awakened to catch the new and
subtle appeal. A girl's pride froze her. The wounds that he had allowed
her to receive she would cure by herself. She touched his hand, however,
to show that she appreciated his affection. The touch sent a thrill to
his heart.
“Stella, dear!” he whispered.
Then, as a note struck on a piano causes the harmonic on the violin to
vibrate, so did his tone stir a chord in the girl's nature, occasioning
an absurd little flutter of trepidation. She laughed, and threw wide the
folding-doors that opened upon the lawn.
“Don't let us talk of bogies on such a beautiful day. I want to show you
my crocuses.”
It was her sovereign pleasure to break off the conversation. He dared
not press her. She took him out among her crocuses and daffodils, and
became the Stella he had always known, with the exception that now she
dwelt in a spring flower's bloom instead of in a bit of silver in
the flying scud. They talked eternal verities concerning the souls of
flowers.
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