England -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Stellamaris stood tense until the end. A great peace had fallen upon
her. “Blessed are those that die in the Lord.” The simple words held
a mystic significance. They reiterated themselves in her brain. Young,
emotional, inexperienced, overwhelmed by the shattering collapse of
the exquisite, cloud-capped towers of her faith, she found in them an
unquestioned truth. By that grave-side, in the sacred presence of
the dead, not only of “the dear sister here departed,” but of the
inhabitants of all the gleaming stone and marble tenements around, there
could be no lying; such was the unargued conviction of her candid soul.
A voice, coming not from the commonplace, white-robed man, but from the
blue vault of heaven, proclaimed that Unity had died in the Lord and
that she was blessed. The message was one of unutterable consolation.
Unity had died in the Lord. The comforting acceptance of the message
indicated the restoration of Stella's faith in God.
The mind of the child-woman is a warp of innocence shot with the woof of
knowledge, and the resultant fabric is a thing no man born can seize
and put upon canvas, and, for the matter of that, no woman, when she has
ceased to be a child.
John stood for a while looking down into the grave, and gently dropped a
wreath which he held in his hand. Then he turned gloomily away, and the
others followed him, and the grave-diggers' spadefuls of earth rattled
down on the coffin with a sound of dreadful finality.
STELLA's heart had softened toward John. Herold had told her how he had
nearly come by his death on the rocks below the Channel House. It had
moved her to the depths. And now she saw that he was bowed down with
grief for Unity. All resentment against him had died. She recovered her
faith, not perhaps in the wonder of the Great High Belovedest of the
past, but in the integrity of the suffering man. When they reached and
had re-entered the house, she took an opportunity of being alone with
him. The two elder ladies were up-stairs, and Walter and Sir Oliver had
gone out to smoke in the little front garden. Then she said with shy
gentleness:
“This must be very desolate for you, dear. Won't Miss Lindon and you
come down with us to Southcliff? I have fallen in love with her. I
wonder whether I dare ask her. The sea air would do her good.”
“She would be delighted, I'm sure; but would you like me to come, too?”
he said, bending his heavy brows.
“Of course,” replied Stella. She flushed slightly and lowered her eyes.
“I'm afraid I'm not a very gay companion, Stella. In fact, I don't think
I ever was one--except in the days when I used to tell you fairy-tales
about the palace--”
“Oh, don't!” She could not restrain the quick little cry and gesture.
“We must n't talk about that any more. We 've got the future to think
of. Reconstruction--is n't that what they call it? We have got to look
at things as they are, and laugh sometimes.”
“I feel,” said he, “as though I could never laugh again.”
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