England -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Don't think anything more of it. They were just foolish words to
comfort you. You and I seem to have been on the Edge of Beyond and
looked over, and we 're not quite normal. We must get down now to
practical things. I 'm just what I always was, dear, a fantastic person
who rode with you into fairyland. I am still. Nothing more.”
“Are you quite sure?” suddenly asked a deep voice out of the blackness
of the room.
Stella with a little cry of fright sprang to Herold for protection. For
a second or two they were still. In their exaltation the question seemed
to come from some vast depth of the abysm of time. Their hearts beat
fast, and they clung together, listening, and there was not a sound.
Then the lightning played its dancing daylight about the room, and they
saw John Risca standing by the door. They sprang apart.
In another moment the room was flooded with electric light. The
drawing-room, for all its beauty, looked mean and unimportant.
The lights showed up glaringly an old Florentine tapestry over the
chimney-piece. It seemed to have singularly little relation to life. It
jarred impertinently.
“I came in to find Walter,” said John; “I did n't think Stella was
still up. It's late. You did n't hear me. I'm sorry I inadvertently
overheard.”
“There 's nothing, my dear John, that you could not have heard,” said
Herold.
John came forward in his lumbering way.
“I know that, Walter.”
For a minute or two no one spoke. The three stood stock-still, their
hearts thumping. Outside, the rain fell pitilessly on the flags of the
terrace, and the waning storm flashed and growled. John's burning eyes
looked at Herold beneath heavy, knitted brows. At last he said:
“You love Stella. You have loved her always. You never told me.”
“That is not so,” said Herold. “You have found us in a foolishly false
position. A thunder-storm is an emotional piece of business. My old
intimacy with Stella has its privileges. I 'll leave you. Stella will
speak for herself.”
John stretched out a detaining arm. “No, my friend; stay. We three must
have a talk together. It was bound to come sooner or later. Let it be
now.” He spoke quietly, with dignity and authority. “There is nothing
for us to talk about,” said Herold,--Stellamaris stood clutching the
back of an armchair, and looking from one man to the other,--“the words
you overheard ought to tell you that. And in answer to your question, I
can say that I am quite sure.”
“You lie,” said John, quietly. “You lie out of the loyalty of your
heart--” he raised his great hand to check the other's outburst--“God
Almighty in Heaven knows I'm not accusing you. If ever man had deep and
devoted and unselfish love from another, I've had it from you. And I
have it still. It's a matter not of reproach, but of reparation.”
“Don't you think,” said Herold, “we might continue this extraordinary
conversation in the library--by ourselves?”
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