_Mat_. If I was dressed like her, though, and could get my colour
back! But laws! I'm such a washed out piece o' goods beside her!
_Sus_. That's as I say, Matilda! It's the dress makes the differ.
_Mat_. No, Susan, it ain't. It's the free look of them--and the head
up--and the white hands--and the taper fingers. They're stronger than
us, and they're that trained like, that all their body goes in one,
like the music at a concert. _I_ couldn't pick up a needle without
going down on my knees after it. It's the pain in my side, Sue.--Yes,
it's a fine thing to be born a lady. It's _not_ the clothes, Sue. If
we was dressed ever so, we couldn't come near them. It's that look,--I
don't know what.
_Sus_. Speak for yerself, Mattie; _I_'m not a goin' to think such
small beer of _my_self, _I_ can tell you! I believe if I'd been took
in time--
_Mat_. It's a big _if_ that though, Sue.--And then she looked _so_ good!
You'd hardly think it of me,--perhaps it's because I'm dying--but for
one minute I could ha' kissed her very shoes. Oh, my side!
_Sus_. (_putting her arm tight round her waist_). Does that help it
Mattie, dear?--a little teeny bit?
_Mat_. Yes, Sukey. It holds it together a bit. Will he break her heart
too, I wonder?
_Sus_. No fear o' that! Ladies takes care o' theirselves. They're
brought up to it.
_Mat_. It's only poor girls gentlemen don't mind hurting, I suppose.
_Sus_. It's the ladies' fathers and brothers, Mattie! We've got nobody
to look after us.
_Mat_. They may break their hearts, though, for all that.
_Sus_. They won't forgive them like you, then, Mattie!
_Mat_. I dare say they're much the same as we are when it comes to
that, Sue.
_Sus_. Don't say _me_, Mattie. _I_ wouldn't forgive him--no, not if
I was to die for it. But what came of it, child?
_Mat_. I made some noise, I suppose, and the lady started.
_Sus_. And then you up and spoke?
_Mat_. I turned sick, and fell down.
_Sus_. Poor dear!
_Mat_. She got me a glass of wine, but I couldn't swallow it, and got
up and crawled out.
_Sus_. Did he see you?
_Mat_. I think he did.
_Sus_. You'll tell her, in course?
_Mat_. No, Sue; he'd hate me, and I couldn't bear that. Oh me! my
side! It's so bad!
_Sus_. Let's try for home, Mattie. It's a long way, and there's
nothing to eat when you're there; but you can lie down, and that's
everything to them as can't sit up.
_Mat_. (_rising_). I keep fancying I'm going to meet my father.
_Sus_. Let's fancy it then every turn all the way home, an' that'll
get us along. There, take my arm. There!--Come along. _Exeunt_.
_Slow music. Twilight_.
_Enter_ BILL _with a three-legged stool, brushes, etc._
_Bill_. Come! it's blackin' all over! When gents can't no longer see
their boots, 'tain't much use offerin' to shine 'em. But if I can get
a penny, I will. I _must_ take a tart to Mattie, or this here damaged
one (_laying his hand on his stomach_) won't go to sleep this night.
_Enter_ WATERFIELD.
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