Steve P. Holcombe, the Converted Gambler: His Life and WorkAlexander, Gross
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Steve P. Holcombe, the Converted Gambler: His Life and Work
Alexander, Gross
Holcombe, Steve P., 1835-; Methodists -- United States -- Biography
Your card well received, but I have been so busy that I have
waited for a time to write to you. I am in good health and have
a good situation, thank God. Am always alone. My children in
Switzerland are well. When I passed through Louisville, as I
wrote you from New York, I wished I had been able to stop for
twenty-four hours, but had a through sleeper to Memphis, and
could not stay over. I heard of your great trial lately. Hope
God did sustain you, and that good will come out of it for your
soul. The more I live, the more I am separated from this world.
My body is in it, but my mind and spirit are longing for a
better state, where evil shall not be present, within or
without. The Bible becomes clearer to my soul every day, and
with the grace of God I hope to come to the end a faithful and
obedient child of the Almighty Father in heaven. I suffer very
much mentally; it is a constant agony. I am absolutely,
completely broken down in my own will; have given up entirely
all worldly pleasures; have no pleasure except in doing the will
of God the best I can. My old enemy, myself, with my passions
and self-indulgence, I pay no more attention to. May God use me
according to His good will, and make me so as to be worthy of
His service. Everything of this world has been taken away from
me; "Vanity of vanities, all is vanity" is my daily bread. I
often wish to be in Louisville. Maybe I shall return there
later, to have some Christian friends around me. I have here
$150.00 a month, and the finest situation that can be wished in
my line of business. What are you doing? I suppose always the
same--taking care of the lost and neglected. Your reward shall
be great, as you come nearer fulfilling the Master's teaching
than brilliant preachers who do not touch the burdens of poor
sinners. How is your family, especially your sweet little
daughter? I hope you are all well. This world is nothing but a
tremendous deception to all who are attached to it; everything
is corrupt, and has the sting of death and sin. It is a constant
warfare with evil and evil forces around you. It is only worth
living for the good we can do to others. I can not understand at
all the joy that some find in it, except in doing entirely, to
the best of your ability, the will of God. There is surely no
other source of life in the universe. I am writing now to dear
Brother A. A few months ago he wrote to me. He, also, has had
great sorrows. It is very strange that alone pain and suffering
can make us wise and pure in heart. How antagonistic are the
ways of God and those of men? Absolutely opposed in all things.
Oh, let us be true to God, even unto death, cutting mercilessly
all that is worldly and carnal, so as to live for the spirit and
not lose eternal life. My dear brother, please do pray for your
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