Stories and ballads for young folksAlden, Ellen Tracy
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Stories and ballads for young folks
Alden, Ellen Tracy
Children -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile literature; Children's poetry; Children's stories; Conduct of life -- Juvenile literature
It followed him through the great hall with its marble floor and high,
arched entrance, followed him down the wide steps and out into the
street, whispering all the while, pointing back at the smooth front of
stone and the plate-glass windows; then, when they reached Rudolph’s
home, pointing scornfully at the humble cottage, and the entrance that
is neither high nor arched. It followed him in, this demon, into the
single apartment that is hall and library and kitchen combined. It sat
down beside him in the corner. “Bah!” it muttered in disdain, “this
lounge can’t compare with that sofa where you rested just now. But wasn’t
it soft, though!” It called his attention to all the objects around,
sneering at the curtains because they are not of damask, at the floor
because it is uncarpeted, at the wall-paper because it is cheap. It
noticed Rudolph’s mother laying the table, and asked, “Do you imagine
that ladies who live in fine houses ever get supper themselves? Bah!
don’t you believe it!” It noticed Rudolph’s father leaning back in his
arm-chair with closed eyes, weary after the day’s labor, and queried, “Do
you suppose that gentleman you saw to-night ever gets tired, ever works?
No, of course he doesn’t. _He_ never wears work-clothes, shabby and worn
like that! He always goes dressed in broadcloth, and his purse is always
full, and he carries himself like a prince, and asks no odds of anybody.
And did you mind how he looked down at you, as if you were nothing but a
worm?—because your father’s only a carpenter! Wonder if he’ll treat _him_
so? Bah! isn’t it wretched to be poor and to have to work!” And when
Rudolph took his place at the table, it was—“Bah! do you think gentlemen
ever eat anything so common as this?” and he pushed from him the simple
food, untasted, and went back to his corner; and there he sat the whole
evening, and there he has spent every evening since, his face buried in
his hands, the demon whispering in his ear. For it has never left him;
no, not for a moment. It has followed him everywhere. In school, day
after day it kept up a continual buzzing, hindering him from getting
his lessons—he, the one who had always known them so well. It would
compare his own garments with those of one and another better clad than
he. “And there’s Jesse James—see, he carries a gold watch!” “And isn’t
it mean for ’em to call you a ‘Dutchman!’ just because your father and
mother came from Germany—though _you_ never lived there in your life—and
because you’re poor and only a carpenter’s son. Pity your father couldn’t
have been a count, or a baron, or something like that! How everybody
would have stared when he rode along in his glittering carriage, and how
everybody would have wanted to be friends, and would have asked him to
dinner, and all that! And how polite everybody would have been to _you_!
You wouldn’t have been a ‘Dutchman’ then; oh, not at all! And if he had
been a grand-duke, oh, think of it! How everybody would have gone down to
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