Stories by English Authors: London (Selected by Scribners)
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Stories by English Authors: London (Selected by Scribners)
London (England) -- Fiction; Short stories, English
“I lost my little one a week ago,” said the lady, simply, as she looked
at it. “He was all I had.” Her voice trembled; she opened her purse, and
placed a half-crown in the hand of her astonished supplicant. “You are
happier than I am; perhaps you will pray for me. I am very lonely!”
Then dropping her long crape veil so that it completely hid her
features, she bent her head and moved softly away. The woman watched her
till her graceful figure was completely lost in the gloom of the great
church, and then turned again vaguely to the altar.
“Pray for her!” she thought. “I! As if I could pray!” And she smiled
bitterly. Again she looked at the statue in the shrine; it had no
meaning at all for her. She had never heard of Christianity save through
the medium of a tract, whose consoling title had been “Stop! You are
Going to Hell!” Religion of every sort was mocked at by those among whom
her lot was cast, the name of Christ was only used as a convenience to
swear by, and therefore this mysterious, smiling, gently inviting marble
figure was incomprehensible to her mind.
“As if I could pray!” she repeated, with a sort of derision. Then she
looked at the broad silver coin in her hand and the sleeping baby in her
arms. With a sudden impulse she dropped on her knees.
“Whoever you are,” she muttered, addressing the statue above her, “it
seems you’ve got a child of your own; perhaps you’ll help me to take
care of this one. It isn’t mine; I wish it was! Anyway, I love it more
than its own mother does. I dare say you won’t listen to the likes of
me, but if there was God anywhere about I’d ask Him to bless that
good soul that’s lost her baby. I bless her with all my heart, but my
blessing ain’t good for much. Ah!” and she surveyed anew the Virgin’s
serene white countenance, “you just look as if you understood me; but
I don’t believe you do. Never mind, I’ve said all I wanted to say this
time.”
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